i thought i heard you say i like you

feelings are such a drag. emotions never really make sense to me anymore, not that they ever did to begin with, but now specifically feels like feelings never really got to know me. i dont know whats wrong with me.

i feel stuck, unable to express anything i want to, fully incapable of holding meaningful conversations with those i want to with. when did this happen? a few months ago, circa september or so. i suppose thats when the chemicals ran out.

oh well.