Today

Today was like the best day ever (sorry olly if you see this it will be cringey), i called with my bf til like half 5 and then got a few hours sleep, i woke up and went to band practice, we didnt get too much done there it was kinda a mess and i was late, maybe from not sleeping much, maybe just an off day, idrk. but it was still really fun as usual, then i got a lift up to his house and we spent the afternoon together, we kinda sat together listening to different class by pulp and a playlist we made together for about 2 hours, it was really awkward then but to be fair looking back it was kinda nice, after that we actually kissed, again it was very awkward the first time but it was a funny cute moment tbh! 

Literally directly after we sprinted downstairs and just walked around the block together tryna process everything that happened LMAO

When we got back we made some bracelets together, they were nice the first one he made me snapped tho:( but it was so fun tbh

then at about 6 i got picked up and went home, i was home alone for a few hours and i was sorta just listening to our playlist on full volume thinking about everything,

the last few days have been so crazy so much has happened that id have never expected likeee

its insane and its just crazy idek how to explain it but i actually feel weirdly happy now, like my family are getting suspicious sorta happy its kinda odd but im so glad

sorta like all my addictions and problems just got 10x better instantly its the best. 

(bbg if you read this ily) 

and yeah just wanted to make a blog entry about it because this was such a big day for me at least