Yesterday

Yesterday was my birthday and it was soo bad. School was so tiring and the day felt worse then an usual birthday day. My mom gave me money to meet my friends and get something to eat but my best friend was busy. So I bought a kebab and a burger with fries. I was planning to buy a pizza. But it was not worth it. The kebab was huge even though I bought a small one. I wonder how the big one would look. It was my first time buying a kebab and I didn't tell my mom about it. Cute. It's disappointing to remember yesterday because it was not special. I also bought new earphones because the old ones broke and I knew I couldn't bear it without listening to music. Even listening to music was hard. 

One thing happened while I was walking in the shop. Two guys were confused about my gender and kept asking about it. At first they asked if I was a man then if I was a woman and after that they asked if I was gay. I just kept smiling and didn't say anything because I didn't want them to get the wrong idea(they wouldn't understand). I just walked away. 

Before my birthday I showed my mom the book that I wanted to get on my birthday. She bought it and when she recieved it she took a little look at it. She doesn't really understand English so she didn't read it. The book is called 'They Don't Need To Understand' and it's written by Andy Biersack. I started listening to Black Veil Brides this October and I love them so much. I had to get the book on my birthday. It was a need. One moment the book disappeared from the site and I thought I won't receive it. I cried a lot. But it appeared and my kom bought it. She saw the pictures and told me that I'm not ok for liking them. Their faces were full of makeup and they were wearing black(of course). That's not normal for my family. My dad literally told me that they are going to make me go to the therapist 💀. As a joke I guess. I saw the movie The Legion Of Black(I think it was called so? I don't really remember) and I thought that I kinda related to the main character 💀. Her parents actually made her go to the mental hospital because of the drawing. I hope I did understand what the movie was showing. Anyways, my parents told me that they didn't like the book because of the pictures. I think that's horrible. Everything they saw was the 2010 and 2011 BVB pictures. They ignored the fact that it was not only about the these. Andy is a person and my parents ignored the fact that there were not only the pictures from the '10. How could they just judge him just because of his looks? I can't even explain properly. I should stop. I'm so excited to read it.

Today my best friend, my brother and I went to get some pizza. It was cool. But I think I would be happier if that happened yesterday. 

After getting some pizza we went for a walk and I loved it. I carried the pizza that was left and I got an idea to call my brother The Snow Beast because he was attacking my friend 💀. His run is funny and that also gave me an idea to call him so. Then my friend remembered that once I told her that she runs like an anime girl. And we decided to call her The Anime Girl. And I created the name for myself. I was The Pizza Saviour. I called myself so because I carried the pizza the whole time. I recorded my friend and my brother fighting and did a little voice over. I was pretty quiet. I should re-do the voice over. I'm also planning to draw all of us as these characters. Maybe even create a bigger story. That would be fun. 

Also. Yesterday I tried to sing and scream. It was weird but cool. At first I was really satisfied. But then I tried to record myselft and it was HORRIBLE. I'm so embarrassed. I recorded myself talking and my voice sounded pretty cool. After the embarrassing video(I deleted it) I recorded myself trying to imitate the unsuccessful scream and it sounded a lot cooler in that video?? Not good but better than the unsuccessful one. I would love to learn to fry scream.

That's all for today. I hope the blog was not bad and I my English wasn't horrible. 

Writing this was fun but it took a long time(of course). Definitely will write again.

(I have ate some pizza and I didn't have my earphones close so I didn't listen to anything)

Hayden.