.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝔄𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔐𝔢 ˖ ݁݁ 𖥔.

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~ I'm 26, a mom of 2 boys and i am a crochet artist

~ I'm a self-taught musician and I can play guitar as well as drums and I can sing too

~ I was recently diagnosed with autism and I have bipolar 1 rapid cycling, ptsd, & anxiety

~ I am a recovering iv heroin addict and I've been clean from it for over 4 years. I also used other drugs too but heroin was my main drug of choice. 

~ I am taken by the love of my life and my highschool sweetheart. We met when I was 13 and we started dating when I was 15. Now we are in our 20's and he is my best friend and biggest support. He's the only person who can calm me when I have panic attacks. I love him now even more than I did back then <3 

~ I am a teen mom. I got pregnant with my 1st son my freshman year at the age of 15. I gave birth to him after I turned 16 and even though a lot of ppl told me I had ruined my life, it was actually quite the opposite. He saved my life. 

~ I taught myself how to crochet when I was 13 and living in a rehab for teens. Lately I've been going through personal stuff but pretty soon I'm going to start selling the clothing I make again. 

~ I have really bad social anxiety and mixed with autism it makes me awkward as hell. 

~ I've been hospitalized many times for mental health reasons. A lot of them were against my will and I've been traumatized by my experiences at different asylums. 

~ I stayed at the same asylum/mental hospital that the movie "Girl, Interrupted" is based on. (and the book too) The name of the hospital was changed for the book and the movie but it was the same hospital Susanna Kaysen stayed at. Some other famous people who were also patients there are Sylvia Plath, Steven Tyler, & James Taylor. 

~ Nowadays my favorite form of art is crochet and making clothing, but I also enjoy painting, writing, making jewelry, drawing, and making collages. 

~ I am fascinated by anatomy and morbid things. If I could afford it I would have a collection of the anatomic figures you see at hospitals because they are so cool. I also like collecting animal bones and teeth.

~ My favorite video games are Alice: Madness Returns and Skyrim. Alice's character means so much to me. I relate to her on such a personal level for so many reasons. Mainly because of her experiences with mental illness and being hospitalized and taken advantage of mentally, medically, and physically. I experienced all those things too. Skyrim means the world to me because it has been an escape for me for so many years. Its a huge comfort to me being able to escape to a fantasy realm and I've always had a deep love for dragons, elves, vampires, werewolves and other fantasy creatures. I truly enjoy reading into the lore of the elder scrolls series as a whole. Wonderland from Alice: Madness and Tamriel are truly some of the most beautiful places that I desperately wish were real. They both are my comfort games <3

~ I write stories about my own wonderland. Its a realm I've created to help myself cope with bad situations and I've done drawings and created characters for it ever since I was a child. I could probably turn it into a book with all the content I've created since childhood. 

~ I really enjoy plants, potion making, and herbology in general. I am so deeply fascinated by poisonous plants and the effects of mixing certain ingredients together. Its incredible. 

~ My favorite animals are bats, wolves, sea turtles, cats, jellyfish, sea angels, seahorses and other aquatic animals. I also really like bugs especially moths. 

~ I have a number of health issues that are caused from overdosing or abusing drugs since the age of 13. Mainly stomach problems. I suffer from chronic gastritis and for the longest time I didn't know what was causing my stomach pain and so I kept self-medicating with even more drugs which made it worse. I also get severe nausea. Thankfully it is much better since I've gotten sober and started taking medication for it regularly. It still affects me greatly though. 

~ I currently live in a small town in Massachusetts and my dream is to stay in Mass but move to Salem instead. 

~ Some of my favorite places include graveyards, bookstores, metaphysical shops, botanical gardens, and foggy forests. 

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