uh hey, its been a while since i was last here. i don't expect anyone to read this but that's ok, i just want a place to write stuff out. and so im probably gonna make a couple of blog posts a day lol. i think im just gonna be venting alot since this year has decided to torture me right when we start, and i dont want to stress out my bf over me. so heres spacehey again. hi. » Continue Reading
my parents don’t let me celebrate halloween, i thought that i could trick or treat with my friends this year. apparently not. so i’m gonna be inside my house while they’re all having fun. great. i love halloween ://. they’re all talking about it in the gcs and i don’t want to sound annoying so i’m kinda just leaving most of the texts on read cause idk what else to say- i don’t have a costume to go... » Continue Reading
my parents don’t let me celebrate halloween, i thought that i could trick or treat with my friends this year. apparently not. so i’m gonna be inside my house while they’re all having fun. great. i love halloween ://. they’re all talking about it in the gcs and i don’t want to sound annoying so i’m kinda just leaving most of the texts on read cause idk what else to say- i don’t have a costume to go... » Continue Reading
i hate being on the spectrum. i hate it so much. i wish i could be treated normally. "oh wow, my friend said he's on the spectrum? my my! he must need my help! he's on the spectrum, he doesnt know much! when he said something as a joke, ill go in depth about how wrong he is because he's on the spectrum, he doesnt know things so i have to explain it to him in each step." i cant make one fucking jok... » Continue Reading
i hate myself so much i wish i could love myself like everyone else can love themselves. why is it so hard to be like everyone else. i wish i wasn’t on the spectrum. i wish i could love myself. i wish other people could love me. i wish i was normal. my problem is asking for help, i need help but i don’t want it. so i make shitty vents online because i’m afraid of talking to people ik irl. i hope t... » Continue Reading
Happy spooky month everyone! though my family personally doesn't celebrate Halloween, I still like to dress up and spend time with my friends! if anyone has any spooky movies that i can watch to get my in the spoopy mood please tell me ^w^ » Continue Reading
sometimes i feel really lonely.. idk why i have a bf (he’s amazing btw) and i have lots of friends who i’m pretty sure are free. IDK. it’s really weird i just super lonely for no reason- i think it’s the fact that i don’t like talking to people sometimes and that leaves me being lonely but i honestly have no idea :) » Continue Reading
sometimes i feel really lonely.. idk why i have a bf (he’s amazing btw) and i have lots of friends who i’m pretty sure are free. IDK. it’s really weird i just super lonely for no reason- i think it’s the fact that i don’t like talking to people sometimes and that leaves me being lonely but i honestly have no idea :) » Continue Reading
there’s this hair cut that i really like and i think would look really good on me. it’s called a wolf cut mullet, and no it doesn’t look like the mullets that those boys have. it actually looks GOOD. anyways, my hairs been growing out since i got my last cut (where the lady gave me a will byers cut. i wanted my dead ends off) and it now looks like how i got it cut the first time which i really lik... » Continue Reading
there’s this hair cut that i really like and i think would look really good on me. it’s called a wolf cut mullet, and no it doesn’t look like the mullets that those boys have. it actually looks GOOD. anyways, my hairs been growing out since i got my last cut (where the lady gave me a will byers cut. i wanted my dead ends off) and it now looks like how i got it cut the first time which i really lik... » Continue Reading
there’s this hair cut that i really like and i think would look really good on me. it’s called a wolf cut mullet, and no it doesn’t look like the mullets that those boys have. it actually looks GOOD. anyways, my hairs been growing out since i got my last cut (where the lady gave me a will byers cut. i wanted my dead ends off) and it now looks like how i got it cut the first time which i really lik... » Continue Reading