hiiiiiiii i feel like i haven't been on here in foreverrrrrrrrr. things are getting better i suppose. i got back into therapy and uhhh, my mental health was way worse than anyone thought lol. still need to contact my PCP so i can get referred to a psychiatrist ;_; once again i'm kinda scared to reac » Continue Reading
feeling like complete trash these past couple of days. have zero energy to be a mom and keep my house tidy. i just wanna sleep. i cant stop crying. lame lame lame. » Continue Reading
so unfortunately I deleted my photobucket account that had all my emo pics from 2007 BUT!!! I found some old pics from my tumblr days so that’s close enough! Lol » Continue Reading
first lil blog post! it’s currently 2:16am here and I can’t sleep as alwaysss. tomorrow/later on today I really should get my house in order but I’m just so drained. I hate feeling like I have zero energy. Next month I might go back to my doctor and ask for up my depression meds bc I am not functioning right lol it takes so much to be a SAHM. I love my baby but oof, it’s tough sometimes. I hate ... » Continue Reading