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Ending the night on this last entry. i dunno what the freak happened but all of my images are broken in very code. theyre all imbedded correctly, and they were, presumably, fine until i just checked. this is making my head hurt :-( if anyone has any sort of tips, solutions, or funny horse jokes im all ears and will try to check my notifs hourly. Thank you for reading » Continue Reading
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This one is real personal however im seeking insight about what i should do. (sorry for the long rant) for some reason, my worth in this house equates to how often i wash the dishes, clean the bathroom, and generally help out. my family is and should be very aware of my current depression. i have been this way for a while but wasnt diagnosed until 2-3 years ago. when i was real small, i couldnt un... » Continue Reading
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Been crying less but theres still sadness in my heart. it hurts knowing that a few of friendships i had the pleasure of experiencing will never rekindle and i will never see them again. thats one of the costs to growth, some things are let go and cant ever be taken back. i wont deny that i can miss them as people but i dont miss the reasons why that friendship is gone. i dont miss the cracks, but ... » Continue Reading
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Not every day has to be productive, or a good day. But i fear that if i dont do more then i'll never be. im stuck in this constant mud of feelings that no matter what i do, if its not 1000 times better than than the effort im inputting, i will never make it. theres this welt of never-ending pitifulness i feel for myself because im just not better. i feel like im stuck to the sidelines of people th... » Continue Reading
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Ive literally been at this for an hour and 1/2, to NO AVAIL WHATSOEVER !!! >:-( i legit dont know what im doing wrong. ive tried jpg, png, gif; different sizes; different images, but nothing works. i have only been using square images with no luck Someone ANYONE please help me, i cannot finish making my group without a PFP. it feels like freeballing in jeans and that is NAWT hype at all :-\ » Continue Reading
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last day of my school year today, just one more year before the "big girl" stuff. one more year.. i feel so.. complete, for the first time ever. i actually feel so accomplished and i fully believe i migth have a chance. im growing up and it doesnt feel like death anymore. i dont feel a hole in my existence about this. im not plagued with overwhelming sadness about the coming tomorrow. i dont think... » Continue Reading
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am i the only one having this problem of layouts disappearing? the main profile layout will stay the same but any other extra layouts are just gone after a few days. the ones iv been (trying) to use are a mini music player and a vinyl gallery . i'll tweak them up, everything s » Continue Reading
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I FUCKING HATE PROCRASTINATING BUT ITS HARDWIRED AND SOULDERED INTO MY MOTHERBOARD AND HAS PLAGUED MY CIRCUITS. WHY SHOULD I FIXATE ON CONSUMING THIS DRAINING FORM OF MEDIA THAT GIVES ME MY DOPHAMINE HIT FOR ONLY 3 SECONDS AT MOST. i feel like im about to miss everything with how much i spend dok.scrolling reels after i already unglued myself from tiktok. i brute force through sheer will against i... » Continue Reading
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Boring high-school teenager living a dramatic life but only in doses As the average highschooler, everything is either super cool , super ass , or super average . For now, its in the median of super cool and super average . im not the "ordinary loser," i can say that im pretty popular (around the school itself) and i h » Continue Reading
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Currently a "young" teen desperately in search of people to join my tumbler community: ANACHRON i'm so bored of the basic online community shit. twitter is in the dumps, reddit is full of rednecks, and discord is all the rave for the "bad weirdos." i just wanna have an online community full of geeks and freakoes like me. my friends irl are fine with their own doom-scrolling and they're not too pas... » Continue Reading
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