i hate feeling confident on my own then going to school and seeing other people. i feel like theyre judging me and they probably are, becasue im judging them so they definitely think the same way as me. i wish i wasnt so self conscious and i wish i didnt care so much about appearances. but everyone says that and no one ever stops caring so i guess i should just deal with it » Continue Reading
recently i have been cutting down on meals. i've never been a breakfast person but now i skip lunch, sometimes even dinner and just eat dessert before bed. it feels good the lightheadedness through the day feel like some sort of buzz. its stupid. it makes me feel clean, it makes me feel calm, it's like a powerwash for my body. does everybody feel this way? i don't know. maybe it'll stop soon. » Continue Reading