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12/9 ; 38 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I know i've already wrote to you today and this isn't very appropriate of me to write but I need to quickly jot it down because it's driving me crazy. I was kissing up on your neck the other night. I swear I heard a soft muffled noise and it will not quit ringing in my head. I LITERALLY GET BUTTERFLIES AND START TO GET NERVOUS, just because I am thinking of how cute the sounds you make... » Continue Reading

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11/29 ; 37 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I love you. I don't really like that word, but I love you. I can never stop thinking about you. It's like you are in everything; everything I say, everything I do, everything I see, everything I hear, everything. No matter what, I can spot you in anything. You slipped into my life and now, it's as if you are my life. I love you.  z » Continue Reading

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11/27 ; 36 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, It's been a second since my last entry. I want to get back into this. I've been a little busy. I can't believe you are my boyfriend now. I love saying that. boyfriend. Time has really flown by since meeting you. I feel like no matter what, as long as I have you in my tomorrow, time doesn't matter. I just want you around. God, do you have me wrapped around your finger. z » Continue Reading

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11/8 ; 35 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Blogging

Dear Tyler, I really like you, but I'm scared. I'm scared that at some point, you will become overwhelmed with my frequent attacks and issues. You've shown me no reason to be scared, but I am. The past will always be a complicated and complex issue. Good and bad lie in the past, but when the bad out rules the good, it is difficult to identify and remember the good. "Ugh." I like that onomatopoeia;... » Continue Reading

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11/8 ; 34 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Blogging

Dear Tyler, I don't feel good. I feel paranoid. I'm unsure if I've opened up to you about the case brought against my family. We talked this morning about how your neighbor is one of the teachers at the school, along with being the guy who taught me algebra during summer school. It brought me a memory back I had suppressed, and now I have a lingering fog of paranoia around me. During summer school... » Continue Reading

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11/5 ; 33 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, This morning has been a morning. I want to talk to you about it, but it's a lot. I don't like to spill everything because it makes me feel like I'm drowning whoever I am talking to in my problems; but who am I to talk to when my therapist constantly bails on me? It's a conundrum. I am struggling, but I am still trying my best. Instead of texting you everything bothering me, I decided I... » Continue Reading

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10/30 ; 32 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, OH MY GOD. I can't express my feelings right now. We kissed, and we locked eyes and kissed again. We kept smiling and giggling. You make me feel butterflies. I wish you were still here so I could kiss you. God, the feeling of your lips against mine---fuck bro. You make me crazy. I can't stop thinking about today, you have me smiling like a loser. z » Continue Reading

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11/27 ; 31 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I get butterflies when we hug and you giggle into my chest.  z » Continue Reading

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10/27 ; 30 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I am so unbelievably proud of you. I mean it. --- Watching you become who you are makes my whole being ecstatic. I can't express how much what we have going on means to me. The level of maturity and understanding we share is refreshing, and it gives me what I can't even form into a word. I love being able to talk to you about anything and not worry about being judged. With you, everyth... » Continue Reading

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10/27 ; 29 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I love your voice, ugh. I love your dumb giggle. I can't get it out of my head. I smiled a lot yesterday from just being on the phone with you. I really want to hug you today, I like holding you. It makes me feel wanted. It's five in the morning and I have work to finish so I'll cut this entry short by simply saying: Ty, you're a loser---but guess what? I like losers. I like you. :) z » Continue Reading

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10/26 ; 28 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, I really want you hold you close and kiss you. Fuck, man. You make me crazy. I like how Aristotle puts it into words. "All I can think of is you. ... What will you feel like as I kiss you and kiss you and kiss you. And I'm so scared. I don't know why I am so scared. I've never been so excited or so happy or so scared. Are you scared? Please tell me that you're scared." I want to hold y... » Continue Reading

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10/26 ; 27 "Dear Tyler"

Category: Romance and Relationships

Dear Tyler, "It's just us against the world. Looking at all or nothing, babe, It's you and I." Thank you for being my safe place and comfort in the hell that this world bares daily. z » Continue Reading

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