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helllooo

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i will be happy i will have money i will be successful  i will be at peace i know i will » Continue Reading

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sticky

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iun a sticky situation  » Continue Reading

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hi

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hi hihihihih i donr know what to doooo yo helkp what to do these days hmmm eat sleep cry repewat IM BOREDDDD » Continue Reading

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ykftdrjsxcfg

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i hate talking so much i also just hate how much i think about u EW lol ok this is so cringe but i hate how much i think about you because i know you dont do the same thats kinda stupid but come to think of it, i do way too much all the time for no reason other than just being myself. i dont do these things to gain a reaction, nor do i do it to gain anything from you. i just do it because it feels... » Continue Reading

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idk

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okay this is lowkey just a shitpost but i genuinely cant with my dad like i dont even know i just need him to leave i dont even care like im so angry i dohnt even know what to do because i cant get rid of him and he will never change and i cant even do anything about it. he is so rotten and i literally feel sick that hes my dad. hes so disgusting and i genuinely want nothing to do with him. i need... » Continue Reading

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man

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i know im settling for things i said i wouldnt its kinda hard for me i know everyone is human and i cant get what i want and i should be able to leave things i know i dont want but i still have hope that maybe things can change im stupid for thinking that i dont think you even love me maybe you dont have enough time yet maybe you regret it how can you lvoe spmoeone and do this i dont know im pathe... » Continue Reading

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can i be special

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if i die on my birthday do you reckon it would make it a special day can i be considered special if im gone because honestly im alive and im nto special i turned 18 no one gave a fucfk who was there for me no one i cried in my room no obe cared who cares it sjust a birthday right im like not the only 4perosn alive eve4rfyone has issues right WHO FUCKING CARFES RIGHT WHY DO I DO THIS why do i care ... » Continue Reading

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PLEASE KILL ME

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i genuinely cant even help everyone lies to me i dont even know who to talk to or who to trut i dotnh eannha be here anymore please kill me please pelase I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH THOS why does everyone think they can lie to me  what did i do to desevre this fucking life i genuinely dont do anythign to anyone i cant deal with this please just kill me i can t deal with anuone please ihev to die oh my ... » Continue Reading

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hahahahahahahhahigyutfyrcdt

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i feel so helpless and useless, even though im constantly used. im kinda just used to everyone just pushing me around and stepping on me. what can i even do at that point. i understand everyone is selfish but i just wonder if maybe my feelings could be considered. im unsure. i also dont believe in love anymore. random im bringing this up. i dont know ive given up. i dont think anyone has truly lov... » Continue Reading

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floor

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all i do is lay on my floor and cry about everything everything i regret and just my life, its all i cry about im so frustrated with my life and everything honestly everyday im more inclined to end it  i dont even have anything to hold me back for all i know i would be more than happy to leave today lol theres so much i want to say, so much i wish for, and im giving » Continue Reading

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cycle

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im constantly in this cycle of being okay one week and not ok the next.  i dont know how to get out of it. everyone around me angers me. then im blamed for my anger as if im not treated like absolute shit. im angry  » Continue Reading

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bored

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bored of the same old shit from the same old people man people will make no effort within their relationship w u and then expect u to be all jolly and happy when u have nothing to work with i given everything at this point i have nothing else left in me to care or love tbh im just so sick of the bs love me fully or dont love me at all lollll » Continue Reading

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