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there is so much i want to say BUT I JUST CANT please one day, let me tell you everything i want to tell everyone everything everyone should know everything what am i saying help LOL i want to tell you everything without feeling judged but also i want u to live inside my brain for a day plez i w » Continue Reading
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i feel as though the more i talk about my thoughts, opinions, emotions i can never seem to word anything the way i want my head is so full of everything that i cant formulate and express what i want to say i am thinking about so many different things yet i cant express it properly so now i just look stupid. i promise im not stupid what am i sayingggg bruhhhhh » Continue Reading
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i havent ever been loved properly i think thats why i crave it so much i want to know what it feels like to be cared for and to be loved im quite frankly at my lowest point i dont know what to do anymore i dont ask anyone for help i need help though i need something » Continue Reading
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i cant tell if this is some sort of trauma rejection, but ever since i was able to dream, i have always had nightmares of being SA’d by my father. its always something that has haunted me and something that has always made me fear him. not only have a feared him my whole life due to this and other things, i have never ONCE felt comfortable around him. i cant tell. but there is no reas » Continue Reading
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it angers me how selfish people are, or maybe im too selfless? i wonder what it feels like to actually be selfish. certain aspects of me can be selfish, but i cant name any. maybe im not selfish at all. i have so much to give. i think so much. my mind is occupied by so many different issues, most, unrelated to me. am i too selfless or are people undeservi » Continue Reading
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why do i crave to be wanted? its not like i care to be noticed, or beg for attention. if anything im quite the opposite. i always wait for things like that to occur. im not in desperate need of any of that. i just want to be wanted. i want to be wanted for who i am and what i value. i want to be wanted in every single way possible by one person. im at th » Continue Reading
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i wish i could just ask to talk to someone when i need it. i hate asking for help these days. i bottle everything up and want to actually die. i wish i could just have someone listen to me without the worry of sounding weird. i cant talk to anyone about anything because no one gets it. no one understands what i deal with and how i respond to it . i genuinely feel the » Continue Reading
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i cant trust anyone not even my own family its becoming so tiring i dont want to be here anymore, physically and mentally around any of these people i hate everyone » Continue Reading
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i dont even know where to start. if i could i would seek help for all my emotions and i hate to be a burden and just an absolute weirdo freak. there isnt even anything wrong with me my emotions get the best of me, turning me into what i am now. i had a whole bunch of things i wanted to write down but now i have forgotten. my memory fades with all this thinking i do » Continue Reading
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