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lian
"I'm prob listening to fall out boy "
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i cant go on
Category: Life
i truly believe my feelings are killing me. im sick and weak, and i feel terribly melancholic. i desire to be loved gently, anything remotely tough could break me down. i wanna say goodbye, since i feel like my short time here has been enough for me to understand im not made to stand the things ive been put through bye » Continue Reading
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paranoid
Category: Life
I know my friends hate me, deep down they despise me, I'm told I'm just paranoid about people turning against me, but I believe it to be real and I fucking hate myself because of that Literally any little thing that could indicate they don't like me or what I do makes me spiral and breakdown I feel like shit Bye » Continue Reading
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not the last day
Category: Life
i went to the mall with my best friend and had a really good time. but then i had a panick attack. for 2 hours. and my mother didnt care. i feel like i could let this be the last good and bad day of my life. why doesnt my mother care about me? why does she always have to leave? i dont know why i do this. im always ruining things. im a burden. i should just give in, it would be better for everyon... » Continue Reading
I dont KNOW
Category: Life
My mom is making me take more antidepressants, like it's gonna work!!!! I've been taking them for 3 years and I've already taken the dose that she's trying to make me take Stop fucking treating me like your patient, you can't just change my medication because you are a doctor Also why does she even think I will show her my scars, im not showing her anything!!! Stop being concerned and stupid, yo... » Continue Reading
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Im at my lowest
Category: Life
I'm so tired, I cried for 3 hours because of the voices, everything hurts :( I'm getting an appointment with my doctor tomorrow Bye :( » Continue Reading
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why will no one listen to me
Category: Life
please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me ... » Continue Reading
july
Category: Life
hello, im very excited for this month. im reading vampire the masquerade book, so i can play with my friends as soon as i finish reading it. its a roleplaying game, like dnd but about vampires also ive made 2 drawings which i like, and my friends seem to like them too i went to a birthday party 3 days ago, i had a really good time also in 3 weeks im going to go to a cabin for a week with a friend... » Continue Reading
Vacations are boring and so is this blog
Category: Blogging
Hii, I've been on vacations for a week (almost) and it's been boring, mostly because out of all my friends I've only talked to 2 of them, why? Bc fuck everyone. I know they don't like me, only chris does. "Hey Chris you where my only friend" is such a real lyric, thanks fall out boy I've also been drawing and painting. I have two journals, a normal one and one where I draw (it's like a sketchbook ... » Continue Reading
seasonal depression
Category: Life
i always get so depressed on summer, and i can never enjoy the nice weather because of it in general, i cant enjoy anything when im on summer vacations i dont wanna talk to anyone so im writting this blog i wish my friends loved me enough to talk to me on vacations, not only when we're at school or when they need something i wish they cared enough, but i cant complain since i know im not as import... » Continue Reading
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i broke up with my bf
Category: Romance and Relationships
i broke up with him like a week ago and and i think he forgot about me already, i think he blocked me on whatsapp but im not sure i asked him if we could still be friends and told me to give him some time to ''process our break up'' and i just said ok » Continue Reading