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21 , SF Bay Area, Biology Major, Agnostic
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Category: Music
Honestly, it sucks as someone Gen Z who wasn't born at the time where trance.club music was at its peak in the late 90s and early 2000s.Like as since senior year of high school, I was more of a metal and rock (Killswitch Engage , Brymir, RED) kind of dude until one of the geometry teachers introduced me to ATB when I was studying for an exam during lucnch period. Ever since then, I have been hooke... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
What a grad accomplishment, once a 3rd wheel, then hence 5th wheel last week, then this week was 7th wheel , now we at my new record 9th wheel yayyyyyyyyy. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
so i made some new friends in my community college, but lately i felt ,ilke im left out or in the sense that they don't want to sit beside me and all the others usually gravitate in the other side of the study room in a long table while I am by myself. All four were in duos were getting a bit touchy with each other, which kind of bothered me in the sense that ; A) I dont have nor never had a rela... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
This has happened on multiple occasions, where in every already established friend group or group chat, I am always the one ignored or left out. The only time I had a friend group was for a second, and they're all gone off to other stuff with other friends. I just feel like I'm more comfortable around people individually or in very small groups, in which the communication and attention are 100%. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I think I'm finally done with this fanbase nonsense » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im always left on seen or delivered no matter much effort i put into the friendship, nobody really texts me first and i always have to initiate just to not lose the friendship, im at the point that any time I give so fucking much value in any connection, im an only child and like most of my family members are toxic and my friends are just non existent , maybe because im chopped or whatever. beside... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i took a psychology class and still have my psychology books that I saved if I ever wanted to dwell in the rabbit hole. As I learn more about it, I'm honestly very baffled in the sense that people are really abusing the terms of introvert and extrovert as way to label themselves to make them feel special in their echo chambers. These terms were used to be considered as observations to explain h... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
It's been like 2 years since I was last on here, yet life got in the way and completly forgot about this, but luckily I came back and realized this is still active. So I'm cool making a fair amount of friends on here if they're 21+, I do not want minors at all interacting with me. Apparently, I have to mention a dni list: no racists no hate speech no homophobia/transphobia no islamaphobia no anti... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
lets be honest, i was suffering through so much shit in calc, that at the point i might as well retake next summer, but i have to like refocus now since ill be have to be focusing on chemistry now, for the third time unfortuately, isnt fun being in community college heheh?!!??!?!!? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
For the past 3 days, this heatwave is like out of control. I can’t take it . If it’s has to do with this El Niño, then that’s a possibility but geez. I don’t even like summer that much, Does anyone have any tips to like stay cool in this hot weather cause I’m pretty much done with the heat? » Continue Reading
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