Well, this is a 'struggle' i was sharing with some friends a few days ago, and I'll bring it up here too: since I was a teenager or so, I've tried to find something in life that totally blows my mind, a burning passion inside me, a deep commitment to any field... bt I don't think I've found it yet. Jus to be clear, I have several interests. One of the main ones (and the one i work n most) is singi... » Continue Reading
How can something so dumb, quick, and pointless take over so much of my life? I'm tryin to quit smoking (again), but going cold turkey's always been imposible for me: I'd resist for a few days, then go back to it. I'm actually starting to like the taste and smell of cigs less and less, but I still smoke one or two a day.The problem's when I go out with friends at night, maybe with some drink, I t... » Continue Reading
Fear of Death Here to share a thought that is increasingly making its way into my mind... The fear of death, of the concept of death. Be careful, it's not the fear of dying (I still try to live my existence more or less fully), what terrifies and distresses me is the idea of the After (What is there? What will become of me and my lived experiences? What is the point of life as a whole?). » Continue Reading