I think we all know about that trick to pinch yourself if you think you're dreaming because you shouldn't be able to feel pain in a dream, but like, I can? In my dreams I can feel my body and the things around me pretty vividly. I can feel warmth, cold, wetness, touch, and pain, strong pain. I'm not gonna describe the entire dream cause tbh I don't really understand what the heck was going on, but... » Continue Reading
So, it's been a whole month since this all started. Since that bastard made his move against me, since they cut me out of their lives, and since I made this account. I want to say that I've gotten better after a whole month, that I got over the past and all my sorrows, but that would be a lie. I still think about everything, even when I'm trying not to, my friends are always in the back of my min... » Continue Reading
My life has genuinely been getting so much worse in the span of the last three/four weeks it's almost comical, like this is the type of shit you'd see in a cartoon where tragedy after tragedy happens to the mc and they go "well it can't get any worse!" before a fucking anvil falls on their head. I don't even know where to begin with this one, feelings are genuinely all over the place. I'm still no... » Continue Reading
My mind is so jumbled right now its hard to even begin writing. I don't know if this sounds narcissistic but I wonder if my old friends still think of me. I think of them all the time, I can't get them out of my mind no matter how hard I try. Even when I'm in a group I wish I was still with them. I wonder if they're talking about me, I wonder if they're reminiscing on the good times we had togethe... » Continue Reading
So the seasons were turning over and summer is coming soon here at the Southern hemisphere. I absolutely despise summer. I simply can't function during the heat, I melt, I'm sluggish, I'm uncomfortable all the time, I'm sweating just from existing, and I can't cover myself up. I can't stand wearing shorts or tank tops because I hate every inch of my stupid body, I need to wear long loose pants and... » Continue Reading
I don't feel like drawing or playing games anymore but I don't want to just sit and do nothing for hours so I'm trying to pick this project back up. It's a little mlp mini figure I got for my birthday when I was 8 I believe, I have a couple of repeated characters so I thought it was fine to sculpt on those. Kinda left her waiting for a couple of weeks because the fur on her hooves was annoying to ... » Continue Reading
Hi this is my first post here - I created this account because honestly my life has been getting worse and worse for the past two years and I thought a change in social media might help me cheer up a little :) I just wanted to ramble on a little bit about what's been going on with me, just to get it off my chest and honestly so I can also look at it all and reflect. I had a really uneventful life ... » Continue Reading