I am not human. What's the point of living if you die in the end? I don't wanna die. I just want to disappear. I want to spectate the world. Like a ghost. I can't even look in mirrors anymore. If I stare too long, I'll see it. That thing. That organism. I just want to experience life like them. Humans. I want to make a big mistake, I want to have kids, I want to get married, But. » Continue Reading
"Omg why is everyone in the bsd fandom so weird?1!1" because it's for MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE???? Asagiri said this show is for people who are BAD AT LIVING. They BREATHE stories like AIR. And uh hmmmmm if your bad at living don't you think your a little strange? Tell me what NOT mentally challenged, unstable, Ill, troubled whatever tf the synonym would spend hours, days, WEEKS, reading old authors bo... » Continue Reading
NEW SONGS??? IN THE SAME YEAR??? OMG IM SO HAPPY if u don't know miss construction is a 2000s German band kinda like KMFDM and their last album was 2013........ and their most popular one was 2008 (they have two albums and one single rn) IM SO HAPPY IM GONNA LISTEN TO IT RN » Continue Reading
mmmmm I wanna cutt I cant tho bc I have swim classes and the teacher will see my arms.. :P + my mom saw the cuts 2.. I said I was shaving wrong LOL > < but my classes end soon sooooooooooo............. I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANNNNNTTTTTT bleh Imai out! » Continue Reading
Sooo... I Wanna come out as trans to my brothers.. ik for a fact that they aren't homophobic at ALL my older brother & me always argue with my mom ab gay rights. AHHHHH I WANNA BUT IDK HOW TO TELL THEM??? "hey uhhh [insert older brother's name..] Im a GUY. not a GAL pal.. So liek.. ya kewl with that??? lol don't tell my or I'll get pepper in my eyes and thrown In the snow :3" they'd either be chil... » Continue Reading
I feel so miserable So today I wore my older brother's shirt and he saw so I gave it back I didn't know it was a compression shirt So he wore it and flexed his muscles And said "You wish you could have alllllll this!!!" Yeah I wish. Wish I was you. I don't steal your clothes because their cool. I steak them because I want to be you. I want to be a REAL man. I wanna be a dumb teen boy who makes jok... » Continue Reading
Even though I still feel like shit hate myself And know I'm not human My online friends (here & not on here) cheered me up today I love you guys sm » Continue Reading
There are mentions of things that most may find disturbing and or uncomfortable. You've been warned. Travis & Dal idc if you read or not. . . . The feeling of choking yourself feels so weirdly pleasuring at first you don't think much of it then your head hurts, and you can feel your heartbeat. I luv it! I only do it when I'm alone because then i'd start crying » Continue Reading
Yeah uh. Could you imagine you ight be a Sayori kin Lol Anyway the game was PEAK My brother called it "dookie dookie gooner club" Alr bruh.... Lowk could make someone gently open the door Hm » Continue Reading