I would literally burn situationships alive if I could I swear. I don't even care to make this blog poetic anymore. One moment I'm certain we would be something more eventually, the next I dread the thought of it. She truly knows how to make me mad, even over text, even when I haven't seen her in two months. And yet I'm addicted to the feeling of seeing her message pop up on my lock screen, and he... » Continue Reading
Envy is one of my most felt emotions. It’s dark and gruesome, spiraling from my throat in circles around and around until it reaches all the tips of my fingers and toes. Like doodling in class, filling the empty spaces in letters, underlining and blacking out, pressing the pen so hard the paper rips. It springs at the sight of other people. The lives they live. Someone educates children and relive... » Continue Reading
Perhaps I’ve never felt so hollow in my life. When I don’t laugh, I cry. When I don’t love, I hate. But today? Today I woke up feeling like a shell of the person I wanted to be. I felt no affection towards my closest friends, neither hatred towards my enemies. I refused tea as well as nice clothes. Tell me, do you feel the same way sometimes? For this state doesn’t hit me once in a while. It’s bee... » Continue Reading