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Category: Romance and Relationships
i wouldn't want to come off as insensitive, or an attention seeker, but i wanted to get this out of my chest somehow. i know it's kind of stupid to use my page as a diary, but i don't really have anyone else to talk to. there wasn't a day when i doubted my feelings towards my boyfriend in the last two years. it feels so weird. two whole years. i'm glad i spent them with him. but i sometimes doubt ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it's funny how almost everyone has such "memories" with one of their relatives. for me, it was one of my dad's brothers. i can't even bring myself to call him my uncle sometimes. he's not married, nor has a partner. he spends all day in his room doing god knows what. when i was little, i used to get along with him nicely. he'd take me to stores, buy me snacks. back then, i loved him so much. who w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
my mom doesn't let me wear the clothes i want. my dad doesn't either, yeah, but it's different. whenever i show something i like to her excitedly, she just turns me down by saying—or rather mocking, buy it if you're gonna wear it at home. it feels like she's making fun of me. why would i want to wear a dress at home? she thinks i'm doing it for attention, but it's actually the only hobby i can aff... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
sometimes i think about taking revenge. of wanting to hurt them as much as they hurt me, if not more. i want their heart to shatter with each tear they shed, their thoughts to be so full of me until their mind can't comprehend if it belongs to their body or mine. for the wind to bring them my scent, for every form of water to whisper them my name. for their fingertips to burn when touching anythin... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
when i was a small child, back when i actually wanted to know what made me so untolerable in my mother's eyes, the idea of upsetting her was unbearable for such a dependent body and mind. whenever she got mad at me, no matter the reason, i'd try to fix things between us even if i wasn't in the wrong. because mom couldn't do any wrong in my eyes. if there was someone to blame, if there had to be so... » Continue Reading
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