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Category: Life
i feel so miserable, my mom isn't feeling well and now it affects me and i watch tiktok 4 hrs a day this has to end. i started to draw with pastels and they smell so good dude i love the smell of pastels, crayons and this kinda stuff it kinda reminds me of my childchood when i take a big sniff. i'm pretty sure a certain friend group in my class hates me and i don't know if something spontaneously ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
God I actually can't belive it. it's not like i have a crush on her ok maybe just a little crush but i can't have a crush on her cause we've been friends through first and second grade of highschool and it's the same girl that told me she liked me and I rejected her. but today her friends addressed the fact that we don't talk to each other while we were both in the classroom and it was so weird bu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i kinda want to leave for college and start a new life. i am also really scared of college cause i'm going to be all by myself and i'll have to be a responsible adult. i have also difficulty with leaving things behind and growing up is really hard for me. anyway i feel like i need a fresh start in a new city, with new people around, nobody knows me and i can shape my identity however i want. but... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i wish i didn't have a body. lately i've been feeling a little lost and confused and everywhere i go i see people talking about s3x and about people they find hot and body parts they find hot and i can't really relate. i'm thinking i may be asexual. or demisexual at least. i don't really get people that say someone is hot and they want to fvck them. i thought i did. but if i see someone that looks... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I feel like nobody really knows me, i feel like noone really cares about what i like (besides my mom but she's my mom so she has to listen) i just want a friend that i could talk to about anything. i have a friend but she always talks about her friends and boyfriend and how much fun they had over the weekend and i have no fun stories to tell so i just listen to her. i have another friend but we d... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I went to the theatre with my mom today to see "Life Is a Dream" played by a group of young, VERY talented actors and it was amazing. It was a small spectacle in a small room and the audience was no more than 40 people but holy shit it was worth it. I've seen a different play that they put on before (it was "The Secret History" by Donna Tartt combined with a greek tragedy) and today I recognized ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Over the last three days i had a REALLY BAD identity crisis, i coulnd't get out of bed and i couldn't stop thinking about some things, i didn't go to school all i did was lay down and scroll on my phone to distract myself from unpleasant thoughts. Today, I finally woke up feeling better, i ate breakfast, dressed, changed my bed sheets and now I'm studying for my upcoming tests. I also deleted tik... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
so there's a thing. I never thought i would miss her if we stopped talking. but I do. and it feels kinda strange. we stopped talking in august 2024. it was weird but i knew it would happen evetually, i was a d1ck to her sometimes. and when i was with her i was like a ticking bomb and she was always the one to make me explode in some way. we had our ups and downs, once i wasn't talking to her for 3... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i should start writing again. i think about it sometimes and i feel like i would still enjoy it. i haven't writtern anything since like summer 2023 and the problem is i dont really have any ideas. i mean i do maybe one or two but im lazy as fvck and i would have to do a massive research before i start writing anything. im also struggling with understanding other people and its really not helping m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
but i don't know where to go. there's nothing to do in my town plus i don't want to wear earphones again (i use them so much i'm convinced i'm gonna be deaf by 30). i don't know what to do with myself » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
i'm gonna be honest i didn't like gen 2, i only liked JJ and maybe Naomi and Emily, the rest was just boring. gen 1 is ofc the best but gen 3 is acutally overhated. i fell in love with Rich and Grace and they were the cutest and the most unproblematic couple ever (this is so hearbreaking). so gen 1 was the best gen 3 was good and gen 2 was boring (i do not give a single flying fvck about Effy i'm ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i had picked so many names for myself throughout my life and none of them actually felt right. i thought this time might be different, this name really felt like me but i think i might be wrong again. i'm so sick of it. i just want to be normal and be fine with my real name but no. names are so important and i feel like i don' have an identity cause i'm missing a name. » Continue Reading
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