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artists im seeing / ive seen [ will stay updated ]

Category: Music

⸝⸝ ⋆ artists that ive seen;; csr, ive, aespa, artms, fleshwater, nettspend, melanie martinez » Continue Reading

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so many thoughts such little time

Category: Life

what is the meaning of life? i fear no one truly knows, maybe there is no meaning.  im just a teenager and im already stressing about what im going to do when im an adult.  i dont wanna grow up and work my whole life just to survive from day to day. truly, i dont want to do anything. id rather rot away while doing things that i truly enjoy. i enjoy the sound of birds and the smell of the beach. i ... » Continue Reading

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what?

Category: Life

why is everything so exhausting? i cant go a day without worrying about my looks, the things i said, how i look when working on homework, my posture etc. its tiring and i hate it why cant i stop overthinking every step i make? maybe it'll go away when im older but i dont think it will haha. i have so much to say but i dont know where to start and i dont think i can put into words how im feeling. e... » Continue Reading

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my weight

Category: Life

ive been insecure for as long as i can remember. my life revolves around losing weight and getting skinny. im the biggest in my friendgroup, it hurts. it feels as if i cant lose weight i only gain it. i see no point in living if i cant be skinny. i want to wear cute clothes and skirts with pretty tights but my body ruins it. not even baggy clothes can hide how fat i am. nothing looks good on me. i... » Continue Reading

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im literally useless + xaviersobased is da goat

Category: Blogging

wanted to blog something srs but gave up midway im not making it far in life sobssss.. maybe its also because my English literally sucks but okay. i can type, read and write english pretty good but i suck at speaking it i sound so goofy. thats also why i never call with my online friends, i wish i wasnt so insecure about my English because i love calling with my friends!  also guys please stream x... » Continue Reading

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school stress also stop being annoying every1

Category: Life

i wanna blog so much more but i dont know what to talk about since all i do is complain lowkey,, school is starting again and i am so not excited, i will def feel drained again esp since im getting way more skl work than be4. aaa i wish summer break would last forever! school makes me feel so drained and tired also everyone looks the same there aren't a lot of alt ppl ugh. also guys please stop be... » Continue Reading

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imagine forming a band

Category: Music

aaaaa i wish i had people who would wanna start a band with me, i dont think my friends would wanna start one with me. besides im too shy/scared to ask lolzz. i would want to either sing or play guitar (after practicing a loooot)!  i think it would be so much fun, just goofing around with friends while practicing and covering songs now and then. im very jealous of people who have formed a band wit... » Continue Reading

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im not creative

Category: Music

i wish i could write songs and stuff, i try so hard but nothing comes to my mind why » Continue Reading

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music etc,,

Category: Music

i love discovering new artists, wether they are small or big. it allows me to discover new music genres! i started listening to kmdfm a few days ago and at first i didn't really like their music too much but after a few more listens i now love their music! i havent done any research on them yet though but i will do that in a bit, just to know more about them.  i discovered one of my favourite arti... » Continue Reading

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lyrics idk

Category: Music

how do yall come up with lyrics? its so hard 4 me sob  (╥﹏╥)   » Continue Reading

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my life sucks

Category: Life

i hate this school so much, my classmates even more! i cant express my hatred for everyone in this school. I dont hate my friends but they can be annoying at times, i hate them sometimes. my coach keeps getting mad at our class and its exhausting. im neglecting my school work and i dont have any concentration. im scared i wont pass this year.. » Continue Reading

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im really done ! !

Category: Life

Hello internet people ! ! Im feeling mentally very low, and the only thing distracting me are my daydreams and my thoughts. Im bored no matter what i do. When im with my friends the feeling goes away for a little but afterwards it just comes back. Life is hars » Continue Reading

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