I was thinking about how I wouldn’t wanna do JROTC no matter how good it looks on a piece of paper because I genuinely wouldn’t enjoy it, but is that a bad way to go about it? I think that way about everything, if I would enjoy it. Obviously I want to be successful in life, but I wanna be successful and happy. I want to be able to enjoy my everyday life without spending hours doing something I don... » Continue Reading
Weird but is there something cool abt being born on the west coast vs the east coast? Not trying to disregard kids born literally everywhere else besides the United States, as well as Midwest and southern kids, but is that actually a thing? Like when I think west coast I think the LA stereotype ( and stoners in the PNW), also just generally cooler in my mind, but when I think east coast, I think s... » Continue Reading
Random but I don’t feel like I’m fit to get certain piercings…? Like I can’t consistently dress a certain way because I’m limited by the amount of clothes that share that style in my wardrobe and also I wanna avoid someone pointing out I’ve worn the same pair of jeans for 3 days in a row. And also I do my makeup really different based on what I’m wearing (I like to » Continue Reading
To add on to my most recent blog, another thing is I feel like school is giving me false hopes. Like the whole career thing. They want you to shoot high but (in middle school at least) they don’t you the steps and requirements to get there tbh. Like I maintain a 3.5 all year, but is that truly enough for me to really live the life I want? Without investing or having a small business. » Continue Reading
Stressing abt the future because who tf doesn’t and also, ik im a girl and shit and I’m not against being anything else ( in like a weird internalized homophobia type shit), but I constantly notice how hard I try to be masculine. Like I just labeled it ‘gender-envy’ but the amount of fucking times of tried flattening my chest in the mirror whenever I wear inherently masculine things is slightly co... » Continue Reading