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I am 19 years old, I speak Spanish and English
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I got a job. They won’t pay me much, but… it’s something, I guess. I feel so miserable. I suppose I still haven’t gotten over how alone I am. My social anxiety keeps getting worse every day. And so does my desire to disappear. Now my family is happy… at the cost of me feeling like shit. And I have to act like everything’s fine because otherwise, I’d just be ungrateful. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometime I think... just how fuckend up is my mind to always sabotage myself? I mean.. I´m good at so many things, but my family´s passive-aggressive comments have slowly torn me apart. And I ask myself, am I really that messed up to keep sabotaging myself? Like, I know nothing really goes right for me anymore, I can´t eve see properly... everything looks blurry. I feel exhausted all the time. I ... » Continue Reading
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Is fucked up, you know? When you feel like such a failure, when it feels like everyone is pushing you away, and you end up completely alone. And it’s even worse knowing that it’s your own fears that got you here, desperately searching for a way out. I wonder… I just wonder… what would happen if I wasn’t so afraid? » Continue Reading
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