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D34DBUGZZZZ
"listening 2 music"
i like bugz a lot
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square one
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i sit and love your motionless body i plead for a sign of life i feel your last breaths leave your body every time you stare at me from afar as if i was the one who killed you pathetic as a whining dog, i hope for you to waste your time i wait for you to want me again knowing just how artificial it all is envisioning a future of silent mornings and desperation i dread another awake next to your sl... » Continue Reading
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ouch
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god has forsaken me left me bleeding the mattress wasnt mine but it was covered in me destroyed from the inside out bruised and sore clawing at my intestines replaying it in my mind but whats the point? you got it all on tape tearing at my stomach and begging screaming for a blade to stab the shame away him or me? i am going to kill him / i am going to kill mys » Continue Reading
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catching up
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i fell so far behind everyone else for so long i called out for you and no one answered i was a stray amongst my domesticated peers for most of my life im not quite sure how to catch up but i might get there one day in an attempt to prepare myself for the worst, i made myself afraid i brought on more struggle than i would have had in the first place keeping myself safe you do what you have to i su... » Continue Reading
filter
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viewing the world through a shitty $50 camera and hearing it through old broken headphones and a walkman its beautiful but its filtered she views me through pictures and hears me through 15 second songs. im sure she doesnt listen fully haha. its okay because i dont listen either. filmed a concert on my camera and i swear i can hear the speakers breaking all over again every time i play it back. bu... » Continue Reading
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almost free. not quite yet.
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sometimes i feel like im trapped in my room forever. time passes so slowly but months and years die off so fast. counting down the seconds for months takes years. making plans i know will never happen like it's already over. but not yet. engorged in my own fantasies just to feel starved as they are ripped from me. it's almost over. the clock in my head is destroyed, moving too fast and slow at the... » Continue Reading