Morning entry: I woke up at 7am. Fell back asleep. I woke up at 8:30am. Fell back asleep. I woke up at 9:30am. Finally got out of bed. Its harder to get up the colder it is in the morning. But harder to sleep the hotter it is. But harder to get up when you've lost sleep to the heat. There is no winning. I miss my partner because one of us is always able to get the other out of bed and its always c... » Continue Reading
Afternoon entry: Packed for dads, Dad's girlfriend, my brother and the dog went up north for the weekend, it seemed the initial plan for getting another house was to rent it out, but it seems dad's gf likes to use it to get away from dad sometimes. The tension here is notably less than usual. Not to say I didn't wish I had my brother, but I do miss the time when it was just me, my sister, and dad.... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: Woke up early, work had not called back to give me an orientation date so I dipped into the bathroom and called- it turns out they forgot to send out all the additional paperwork to their new hires (including me) so I likely won't be starting till next week- blehhhhh. I really hope that one person isn't there. A few years ago he asked me out on a date during work and I felt too une... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: I think I skipped eating until lunchtime and browsed for clothes online. I'm bad when it comes to spending, not in the spending money all the time kind of way but in the "I can't decide" kind of way. I get so indecisive that I wait months and months to make my decision only for the item to go out of stock. I didn't get a birthday gift this year because I was too indecisive and told ... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: Woke up at 5am, I imagined I would've slept in later given I woke up at noon the previous day. But I had the energy to get up and make breakfast before everyone else got up. Coffee machine was out of beans so mine ended up really watery and gross. I had to wait till later till someone refilled it because Its expensive and I don't want to break it and I don't know where the beans are... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: Woke up at 7am, still felt tired, wanted to sleep in a little longer. Accidentally slept in till 11, pissed off at myself and just generally irritable that I've wasted half a day. Find out I only have an hour to make breakfast, get ready, and pack to go to dad's. Even more pissed off. _______________________________________________________________________________ Afternoon Entry: Ca... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: It's pissing rain. Wake up at 8, fight myself to get up, big breakfast because I know I will forget to eat lunch. Practice driving, no casualties, messed up at one corner but harmless, this big truck kept tailgating me. Not bad for first time driving in a year. I cannot drive with my mother, it is like cooking with her, she does not let me do anything if she thinks I'm doing it wron... » Continue Reading
Evening entry: I got a very bad haircut and I do not wish to be seen frankly. It was so expensive and I didn't even get it the way I wanted, and its far too short to fixed or style- » Continue Reading
Morning entry: Once again I am procrastinating breakfast. I think the reason I fall back asleep so much is because the blood sugar is lowest in the morning. And its hard to do the thing that will make you less tired if you're too tired to do it in the first place. Its much easier with my partner. One of us will have the willpower to wake the other and get dressed so we can walk down to the dining ... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: The house is empty except for my sister, it's nice and she's respectful when I need quiet time or space. I should eat breakfast before noon and remember to pack my switch and cables. _______________________________________________________________________________ Afternoon entry: I wanted to keep this blog as nice as possible but the universe is making it VERY difficult to be happy r... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: I slept well. We got to have the air conditioning last night. I have not slept so well in the summer in such a long while. Normally we were not allowed to use it in our room despite it being the sunniest side of the house because it blows the fuse to the whole house... We were just plugging it in the wrong socket all these years- Half the room is connected to the bathroom fuse and t... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: I saw strange lights at 1:40am, they could've been my sister's phone but it's usually turned off or face down. it looked like a flashlight shining through the window, maybe I'm being paranoid. I woke up at a reasonable time. I noticed the head of my shaving razor was missing. I thought it broke of at the bottom of the bag but no it was just missing entirely. I hope to find it. repl... » Continue Reading