CuTTingGoDDess787

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"sitting in a dark room"

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on the wagon

Category: Life

im feeling a little tired and bitter.  » Continue Reading

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I dont want to see you anymore

Category: Life

I just dont, I let you being shit to my door and mess-up my flow. I reclaim my time an I have nothing to give to you for the time being. its dont and I know you will be nothing to me but a fond memory of what could of been. I brought my best self to you and I got your worst. not only will this be the last time I let you in it will be the time you realized what a low vibe you are... you messages me... » Continue Reading

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its been a while

Category: Blogging

I forgot about what makes me happy, I forgot to write what I feel, what I think.  there was a time when I kissed and didn't care, when we fucked and looked at each other with love and kindness... now its just text every once in a blue an it kills me. to think of you with someone doesn't hurt me, it makes me happy someone likes that 5inch pencil, it was the best buttplug cause it never Hurt... I st... » Continue Reading

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why are you still talking

Category: Quiz/Survey

a wise old women once said " why are you still talking" .  changed my life I thought...... talking myself as I think about what could a been..... » Continue Reading

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does he love me, or want to kill me...

Category: Life

the manipulation he plays on me, the half truths I feel in my gut, the way he talks to me... all make me think hes trying to kill me. am I crazy for thinking this way or is it women intuition? the fear I have of men is real and its sad, I Neve felt like this before and I see now what its like for a women to walk into a room and feel threatened by jut a look. but here we are and im left puzzled and... » Continue Reading

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overlooking the park

Category: Sports

you sit and wonder as the snow falls, the children slide down hills with no fear and the laughter is all around. its peaceful to say least, without the cars of the city it would be silent but for the laughter of the children sledding down hills. as we grow I fell we drop off the childish wishes snow days and pick up the idea tht its all for the children, we forget that we once sledded down hills s... » Continue Reading

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letters from a dying planet

Category: Friends

as the world opens up for all to see, I sit and wonder if what im doing is right and in my best interest. sometimes I feel like im paying to live in a world that hates people like me. I hate myself and i want to do something to end it before I suffer to much. some days its just hard to get upland keep going... I dont have anyone who loves me and I dont blame them, im shit and will always be shit, ... » Continue Reading

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THE 5AM

Category: Life

the 5am morning, getting up and ready at 5 am makes you feel more accomplished.  on this morning I had shower, made eggs, had an apple and nw doing a little writing. I will never forget where I can me form, how iv struggled in ways that are blessing to others. I have not come from money and I haven't been given everything. iv worked and honed my craft, yes I mess up from time to time but it showed... » Continue Reading

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the rona

Category: Life

its been a fun day of getting tested and stress eating.... having a friend tell me she's been exposed to covid and I should get tested... now listen to this part of the evening, her guest room was used by the person who's infected. didn't change the sheets and probably didn't even wipe down the shower.... i didn't ask for a bed someone slept in nor did I ask for covid.... im sooo carful and I only... » Continue Reading

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sometime you need to see love

Category: Life

sometimes you need to see love to understand what it is. my life has only seen self love, the love I give myself is something for the ages...  I spoil myself and I let my self rest when I need and boogie when its time. I need hold Myself back and I always let myself shine. but iv seen love, iv seen the blue print that I want in my life and I am not going to le a little setback stop me from finding... » Continue Reading

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the ride of my soul

Category: Life

the men in my life come and go, im use to it by this point. being told at 19 " I dont care if you live or die" changes a person and make you question everyone who comes into your life.   iv been broken and taken for granted, iv was setup to fail by the people who took care of me, I was given no tools and was told to stay away.... iv internalized this for so long that I have come up with tricks to ... » Continue Reading

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the god partial

Category: Religion and Philosophy

the god partial is real, its in us its our "blue light" or whatever you wanna call it. but its real there is no denying it.   I have a friend, known her since I was 6. always been indifferent, never really loving or affectionate but not cold still engaging and being part of, when confronted with it. she recently came to me saying w she never really felt lie she would miss someone. pretty much her ... » Continue Reading

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