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rant

Category: Life

if there is a god, please just take my life now im too scared to do it myself when i do die, please make it in a way where my body cant be found so i wont inconvenience my family even after death as we’re financially unstable i dont care if i go to hell, because of wrong doings i deserve to go to hell, people like me have no space in heaven it may seem selfish of me but i think its even more selfi... » Continue Reading

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why is it so hard getting hired

Category: Blogging

hey im a student, i have been searching for a part time job for almost 2-3 weeks now- ive applied to VARIOUS jobs, went for 1 interview, few calls, yet NO JOBS!!! im like really desperate for a job, cause one, i need the money, two, i wanna financially support my family cus my parents are unable to do so, three, i want money :p but still im like so fucking stressed rn because i havent been able to... » Continue Reading

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vent: religion

Category: Religion and Philosophy

my story with my religion (islam) obviously i was borned into a muslim household, but even as a child we were never that religious. i would see arabic writings on the walls but never knew what they meant. we would never pray, nobody wore the hijab. but all of a sudden now, as a teenager, my parents are getting more and more religious, talking about how people are dying because god wills it, thats ... » Continue Reading

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famrant

Category: Blogging

hey another rant from me sorry i havent updated in a while ive been busy with school and studying, not that anyone actually cares though  just needed to rant here about something that literally just happened while i was studying- at home so like my house is realllyyyyyyy small like really small im talking its a one room, one kitchen, one bathroom and one living room for 4 people small, while im st... » Continue Reading

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is not changing bad?

Category: Life

my birthday is in a few hours and i just cant help but feel sad.  today was teachers day, and i went back to my previous school to greet the teachers and hang out with my ‘friends’…. except i basically had no friends there. the one friend i had didnt go and it just made me realize; i was lonely. i barely had any friends. its always been like this, i should be used to it, right? i also observed tha... » Continue Reading

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tw ; need to get this off my chest

Category: Life

lately ive just been feeling so empty like theres no point in living its like a repeating cycle; school, study, sleep. except now theres little sessions of me breaking down in between like how i am now. i just cant help but feel like im the problem, like im unwanted, sometimes i wish everybody would stop being nice to me and tell me to kms so i can actually do it without feeling guilty. and perhap... » Continue Reading

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math is shit

Category: School, College, University

i genuinely feel so stupid idk bruh im so sick of my friends around me being smart and i js feel dumb as fuck especially during math i js wanna die i hate math math sucks math is a bitch i fucking hate math » Continue Reading

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graduation yapp

Category: Blogging

heyyy since im graduating from secondary school soon i wanna say like what im excited for and what im not excited for :p nobody really asked but im bored and i just randomly came up with this idea so do what u will with this information!!  so first im REALLLLYYY excited to leave this particular ‘friend’ hehe i js hate her okay i dislike everything about her i really js want to leave her in the pas... » Continue Reading

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todays blog 11/7/25

Category: Blogging

MY SCHOOL CELEBRATED YOUTH DAY TODAY! im not too sure if youth day is a thing in other countries but in mine, youth day is essentially just a day to celebrate… well, youths! I performed for the youth day concert, we did a dance to little mix’s salute…… may have made a few mistakes but it went fine regardless!! ohh and we were allowed to wear our own clothes (normally we wear uniforms) so thats nic... » Continue Reading

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photo film questions from a curious person whos planning to buy a film camrraaa......

Category: Art and Photography

1. are films really that worth it? if so, could you recommend me some good, affordable ones? 2. how do you upload them to your phone? 3. can you change the roll thingys on disposable ones? 4. are they easy to figure out? (i know i can just search these up on google but i choose to live my life in mystery... and misery. with actual people responding to my questions) thank you! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ » Continue Reading

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ANOTHER THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY!!

Category: Blogging

my shoes got stolen. ccc: MY ONLY NICE SHOES GOT STOLEN NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! it SUCKS i hope whoever stole it breaks their feet and they need to chop them off so there was no point in stealing them !! ^^ no but legit I HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY NEW SHOESSS!!!! those were my first branded shoes as well… im a brokie okay i feel like if its to the point where ur gonna have to steal other peoples SHOES…. js... » Continue Reading

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hi i have a bone to pick

Category: Blogging

i HAATTTEEEEEEEE those people who always go ON AND ON AND ON about their love life like  my friend she was okay before all this stuff ykwim like until she got a bf then she was yapping and yapping and yapping ab him so then after that bro they broke up i think its been a year now i know its normal to not move on and still feel attached to the person but to make your every single conversation about... » Continue Reading

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