i talked to my ex (force of habit every few months) for our like, check in every once in a while because he's a good friend and I'm "healed" enough to talk to him. In reality, I fall in love with him all over again every time I talk to him. Well, he was being flirty, as usual. I thought he was js joking flirting because that's how he is but.. he's so... and he was like omgg i have butterflies rere... » Continue Reading
I'm listening to music and I was like damn I miss my ex because I feel so lovey right now and I have nobody to share my affection to because I can't just cuddle up to one of my friends because that's just not how my friends and I are. I've got all this love and physical craving and I want to share it. This isn't like a grr I'm so single sigh type of I wish I had a partner it's just that the love i... » Continue Reading
I have this guy in my class who I'm like.. head over heels with and he shows minor interest back in me. I always think I may have a chance, even if its just a tiny one but I keep forgetting that I don't think any guy (AMAB) could love me because of his masculine I look. The guy I like aha also said he could never date a *f slur*. which definitely stabbed a hole right through my stomach but oh well... » Continue Reading