me sinto no fundo de uma caverna extremamente funda,quando vejo pessoas do meu círculo social vivendo a vida,saindo nos finais de semana e vivendo saindo com namorado coisa e tal eu só fico,em casa eu juro que eu não falo nada disso pra chamar atenção mas..é uma depressão tão grande que eu deveria estar em u psicólogo agora eu acho que estão vendo isso pra mim,mas vou falar com a minha irmã do mes... » Continue Reading
i think im slowly forgetting things about my routine and,it looks i am not being that concerned,worried about them i hope i don't lose my memory... the people, things i like and... contact with life... i once watched a video by Evie Meg (this trippy hippie) where she talked about her journey into derealization.. she said she lost her total memory for about a year..or something like that.. she didn... » Continue Reading
i have no salvation,i will be more sad than ever. or it will be just like i felt in 2020. he ran away i dont know why i think that he did that because he does not like being sick in case,hurt. we were taking care of him but he ran away..i dont know why..it may be depression.. 24/02/2024 edit: he came back at night(yesterday)!!i cried...he scared the shit ou » Continue Reading