ok this is oging tobe a transcript of everything that happened last night btwn miss mama and this bro: 1. found the fit and texted and he got there early and she came down and was already outside and he opened the door for her AND GOT HER A FLOWER OG MY GDOODODOOD 2. nvm hes not rizzler 3. soondobu jjigae 4. not funny 5. touchy ?? weirdooo 6. maybe the rizzler 7. healthy: 8. before she forget... » Continue Reading
guys insane hack -- in the morning, as you are waking up think of all the things that make you worry LOL they will seem so minute in comparison to the overwhelming feelings of wanting to go back to sleep LOL i feel so happy well not happy but at peace, i am going to let things happen naturally && run their course obv i am going to put in my all but i will know my value and practice self-preservati... » Continue Reading
fuck it imma write a manifesto i keep teetering btwn the most calm/chill/cool/down-to-earth/opium feelings to the most violent/gut-wrenching/nauseating feelings its insane i wish i was the person i was in high school life was so much simpler i only existed within the confines of school and my family and my past endeavors but THE POINTIS THAT WAS ALL now everything has to be convoluted by some dum... » Continue Reading
SHOUTOUT OT MY FRIEDNS THEY REALLY KEEP ME GROUNDED IN REALIRTY I WISH I COULD TELL YOU HOW I FEEL EXACTLY AND I TRULY APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT THE UNIVERSE AND MY CIRCUMSTANCES BROUGHT US TOGETHER TO FORM A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP I WISH YOU GUYS NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS AND I WILL ENSURE YOU GET THERE --TO A STATE OF ABSOLUTE CONTENTMENT i am so ready to give my all to my loved ones platonic or roman... » Continue Reading
i love sleeping in jeans so much YAY but why why why why why why do i have to wake up like this i thought i was coolin bru but i’m really trying to ignore things and what things you may ask ?:?: idk?:!:! bc it’s all in my head ÑMFAO i be making shit up in my head and drawing my own conclusions i just want to relive those 10 seconds again » Continue Reading
i had a really nice dream last night i hope i t comes true LOL or if it doesnt thast fine im just happy with the fact i had that dream also i am back at home and my cat laid next to and i could feel him purr and his warmth -- i would die for this little cat && i hope he is living a good life with my family and me -- he was here just a second ago and now he is crying in the kitchen bc he wants to g... » Continue Reading
today was so good i think i slept in until late and i got a really nice call -- i am so happy i feel like my connections w pple r getting better -- although i had to apologize 4 being silly today at a meeting LOL i talked a lot to my roommate today shes super chill and shes telling about her day with her bae and he is being mean to her wahhh anyways shoutout to my friends and my development after ... » Continue Reading
it is late rn and i am just reflecting on the things that happened over the last few days and it is so funny bc i had to drink and cry to my friend for him to understand that i really love him as a person and im not interteste din him romatically lolol i even sent a vm to his gf -- i say this bc he is being much nicer to me lately and he has been there when i need a friend the most and plus he ge... » Continue Reading
i feel like i am talking to an audience of nobody which is so nice --my feelings are out there yet not not drawing any kind of special attention-- maybe people will see this maybe not i want to know everybody how much i love those around me i want to be seen differently i just dont think i started off on the right foot » Continue Reading