I mentioned one of my parents in my vents and I didn't feel like talking about them because I have to remember all the things they done and all that but I wanted to talk about it now, I want to have write it all down to remind me and put some perspective to it. for starters, both of them of pedophiles, my dad got with my mom at the age 23 while my mom was 15 which is disgusting he even admitted to... » Continue Reading
i'm literally talking to a fucking void I feel like I might have sprinkled bits in my mess of a profile about my depression but I thought that's not enough and I just want to vent about it. i'm so lonely, it drives me crazy and makes me feel worthless, I yearn for love and purpose in this world and without it i'm nothing it's so scary to me to not have someone by my side in this crazy world, it'... » Continue Reading
I dream of having a robot friend/lover in the future. I would make a robot of roll from mega man. I could go anywhere with her, we could go to the park and relax together. she could pick me up and give me piggyback rides and carry me forever since robots will have super strength. it would never be one sided, I would shower her in affection and hug and kiss her. I would finally be at ease and happy... » Continue Reading
born in 2007 in February you would've been 18 today if not due to a ectopic pregnancy. melody I miss you so much despite you never existing I imagine you in my life and I can't help but daydream that you would have been my world, we would've went everywhere together and you'd be the best sister ever, we'd be eachother's rocks to rely on and u'd make life so much fun just going to the grocery store... » Continue Reading
I love the idea of swimming despite almost drowning when I was 9 due to a neglectful mother. part of me fears water but a lot of me still loves it and the ocean, I love swimming because of how peaceful it is especially if u have someone to swim with like a sibling or best friend it's such a vulnerable bonding thing. I love the idea of swimming with someone and it makes me relaxed. I just love vuln... » Continue Reading
first cosplay I've done, I've been wanting to do it for a while now and now finally did it, painted my nails well I tried to the nail polish I bought was kinda weak, setting up the right lighting is a pain and I just suck at lighting and so does my phone, no expert on taking photography/selfies but I'm trying to get better at it. anywho I still enjoyed how the photos came out I still wish I had a ... » Continue Reading
just some low quality pics of me in my panda pajamas watching my fav comfort show and listening to 00s music while cuddling a pillow and being affection starved. » Continue Reading
"the world is still beautiful" it's a pretty short anime with only 12 episodes and some rather quick pacing at times, it's not perfect by any means but I like it and I love the relationship between nike and livius, it's set in a old fantasyworld which I'm usually not a fan of but ended liking and it's a enemies to lover thing since they start out hating eachother for reasons they both feel valid i... » Continue Reading