God, this took a lot of willpower to make. I’ve mulled over making a place for me to write my thoughts out without having to worry about an established online persona/identity, so here we are. I highly doubt that anyone who knows me would scour the depths of the internet to find this account, nor would they be able to identify me. It’s not like they’re tech savvy enough for it. Briefly, I thought... » Continue Reading
I haven’t been active around here- I have trouble coming up with things to say. It has been very difficult for the past few months. My mental health is on a consistent downward trajectory due to work, relationship, and life stressors in general— to the point where I heavily concerned one of my friends. I’m not going to go into too much detail to avoid being triggering, but I still struggle to see ... » Continue Reading
Hey, I haven’t been talking here in a long time. It’s mostly because I have had nothing good to say about my life as of recently. Do I sound pitifully Miserable? Yes. Do my antidepressants even work? Maybe. I’ve been on a low dosage for a while— like, 50mg. (For context I believe the lowest is 25mg and the highest is 200mg. Not sure). I really don’t want to go back to a higher dosage, though. Don’... » Continue Reading
Prompt: You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence? My first thought was legitimately: “Buckle up f******s, this shit’s about to get wild.” I wouldn’t recommend this opener because not everyone might appreciate the use of a slur— even if I could reclaim it— but…that sure would’ve been an interesting decision. Another option would be a picture of my headstone, and underneath is... » Continue Reading
I came across a site called Penzu and went down a rabbit hole of testing various digital diaries the entire day. Poked my nose around reddit to get some insight from other people, too. Here are the ones I tried: Penzu - as mentioned before. I like how there's a web app, but it's very simplistic and outdated. Don' » Continue Reading
There's this quote I came across on Pinterest that I can't find anymore even after I scrolled for a while. It was something along the lines of "Ruining your reputation lets you act quite freely". It made me think. In many ways it applies to how I operate online. You see, around people I interact with in Discord, I tend to have this absurd sense of humor that relies on shocking you with how shamele... » Continue Reading
You can tell a lot about someone from the fictional characters they like or create. Especially if they tend to follow certain tropes, motifs, aesthetics etc. There are a few possibilities as to why they like the character so much. (That I could infer, of course. This is a non exhaustive list): They relate to the character They want to be LIKE the character They are attracted to the character... » Continue Reading
Thinking about how I managed to garner a lot of hits on my post in my main account because it was fan work instead of an original one. The post has 90+ notes on tumblr, while my original work gets…5 notes at most. It’s to be expected, I mean…Who cares about characters you wouldn’t know, right? You can make people attached to your original characters, yes, but that’s only if they…you know…are inte... » Continue Reading
Alright folks, as you may or may not know, my previous Tumblr blog got nuked off the face of the Earth. Maybe my blogposts broke TOS? Unfortunately, my main blog was also shadow banned. I was tossing and turning in my bed the night prior while being frustrated at Tumblr and decided to wrangle with it a bit and make a new one. Why? Because I felt like I have very little alternatives. Meta has been ... » Continue Reading
This place is a fucking nightmare. In case you can’t see the post, I will copy paste what’s written: @Raddagher on Bluesky says “An update on the TikTok situation from our monitoring » Continue Reading
For those unaware, Project Sekai is a free rhythm game featuring Vocaloid songs. It has a story and everything for each fictional band in there. If you’re itching to get carpal tunnel, I recommend it. /j I’ve been a casual player for a while now. Not sure about the exact time I started. Two to three years ago approximately? But I never really thought about how there were people who play with any f... » Continue Reading