im so sorry i hurt you. but i couldnt take it anymore. i cant love you forever because you hurt me. i cant hold onto your broken mangled arms anymore. all the broken bones stab so deep into my skin. all the words you exhale leave burns on my body that will never heal. now all thats left is the blood that you shed. we'll both stand in it for eternity. until its my turn to hurt another, using the br... » Continue Reading
im so in love with this guy it hurts me so bad someone please help me out get me out get me out GET ME OUT OF MY HEAD GET HIM OUT PLEASE his voice hurts me so bad the things he says the thing he tells me to do this isnt what hed want right he wouldnt want to see me hurt HE LOVES ME SO MUCH i just know it,, hes just hiding it from me hes so silly » Continue Reading
i like when it's dark out october will cure me i'm walking these woods am i thirty or thirteen? not asking for much man thought maybe you'd call me i'd slit my own throat just to see if you'd mourn me i want your things in my room i miss you all of the time i stalk myself on the internet just to see what you'll find i want your things in my room i miss you all of the time you make it look so easy ... » Continue Reading
I've noticed that whenever I'm stressed or frustrated, I tend to let out all those frustrations on other people. I've gotten so used to keeping every last struggle and personal problem inside of me that I write poetry about it, and even then, I can't recall most of it since it's rooted so deep inside of my brain it would take immense strength to pull it back out. I always wondered why whenever I g... » Continue Reading
There is someone controlling me from inside. Yes, I can communicate with them. Their control is absolute and I cannot fight it. They can do more things then control me from inside. They can control my thoughts and emotions » Continue Reading
I walked outside to go on a walk. That's where I spotted the purple light. It was beautiful, yet so frightening. It was the one He warned me about. Yet, I felt myself being drawn to it. Eventually, my body and my soul weren't mine anymore, I was being controlled. I'm not quite sure what was controlling me, but it wanted me to follow the path down to the purple light, so I did. And on the way there... » Continue Reading
i took all my meds i took them all i took them all i took them all i took them all i took them all i took them all i took them all there's none left there's nothing left please help please please please please please leave me alone just leave me alone i don't need any of you » Continue Reading
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i met this guy named lucas in a server. and i dont know why, but something drew me to him. we both have very similar interests. hes a total piece of shit, but i cant help myself. im so oblivious to everything wrong that he has done. all i ever do is admire him and daydream about me and him, and nobody else. i just want to take him from everyone else, so i can just have him to myself. but just as s... » Continue Reading
your whispers are hurting my ears when all i hear is your voice over everything its so loud it hurts.Please stop hurting me.This is not what u want, right?? » Continue Reading
i've decided what i want to be in the future. i have two options, i could become a mortuary cosmetologist or a music artist. i'm scared for my future, as i'm not doing very good in school. i have lack of motivation to pay attention to most things, like math. (i hate math a lot.) but whatever, i can either succeed and become a mortuary cosmetologist or i can be a failure and post shitty songs on so... » Continue Reading