"Lord, Rid me of my word vomit." - my prayer prior to calling your name like that little green bird "Lord, Keep our eyes on the road." - my prayer as i told you four times: "KEEP YOUR HANDS ON THE WHEEL!" "Lord, Bless me today with an empty womb." - my prayer as i laid down on your bed "Mother, Forgive me for what I am about to do » Continue Reading
if this is where i come to log my mistakes i have to confess i accidentally called someone honey and that's your name. it was in the context of consolation and it wasn't meant in that way. it came out automatically. everything for you comes out automatically. it wasn't for her. i made a mistake. you don't care. but i'm still sorry here is the thing about all of this: i want to yell to the world as... » Continue Reading
you're scared your teeth are rotting i swear you're doing fine you're scared you might not love me i tell you that's alright i'm sorry that i'm ugly i'm sorry for my selfish obsession with your life you're angry that i want you you're angry that you're mine, but i've been moving slowly since the day we met, and i've been breathing in and out since the first time we locked eyes i've been feeling my... » Continue Reading
i wrote this a little under a year ago, on may 5th of 2023. may 5th of 2023 is the day that, according to my ex boyfriend, i was supposed to die. we are in high school. at the beginning of that school year, i met him. at that time, i was dating somebody else. one week after i broke up with that person (december 12th) he kissed me. we dated for one month and two weeks. he broke up with me on seemin... » Continue Reading
is this all i amount to? soaked in saltwater alone and holding one candle this is what it means to breathe the same dust as my foremot » Continue Reading