okay, so, most of my posts are friends only, thats how much i care about this. trumps who anti-choice (anti-women) thing is honestly getting real now, and i just wanna say if you believe in pro-choice abortion rights PLEASE try to do something about this. protest, sign a petition, i dont care. your voice matters. » Continue Reading
6/10/25 today was shit. im thinking of bleaching my hair light blonde again, i miss being a pretty little blondie lol. new favorite song. its called semi-charmed life by third eye blind. its relatable on a scary level. "shes got her jaws now locked down in a smile but nothing is alright. alright?" nothing is alright. i want to believe in the faith that grows but i am having a hard time doing s... » Continue Reading
6/8/25 you fill some kind of emptiness inside of me. you speak to me like a chorus to a verse. i know when you say you love me you mean it. im sorry everything i do is for you. i wish you were mine. not just my friend. xojello » Continue Reading
6/8/25 i know the way im feeling is bad. bad for both of us. i know acting on how i feel for you would be wrong, but god, you make me feel so right. youre the best goddamn person ive ever met, i can confident » Continue Reading
6/7/25 im not insecure about my weight anymore. im very light now, im scared that if i lose anymore weight ill get sick. but, i still have a really hard time bringing myself to eat. when i am able to eat, i end up purging. i hate it. i hate making myself sick like that. i miss eating food and being able to enjoy it and not feel guilty. i dont want to lose anymore weight. i need help. xoje... » Continue Reading
6/7/25 title sums it up, i finally got around to making a livejournal! idk how to use it yet but if you guys wanna see my blog or friend me on there or something its https://jetmcneezy.livejournal.com/ ive only made an intro post so far but oh well, ill make more posts eventually. xojello » Continue Reading
6/6/25 i just had to explain to my friend that bipolar and biracial were two very different things. shes heard me talk about how im bipolar, and shes heard me talk about how im biracial, and she thought they were the same thing lmfao. xojello » Continue Reading
6/6/25 i miss you more than you could ever imagine. i wish i could go back to summer '24 and spend more time with you. i took that time for granted. i wish we couldve kept talking. i miss your glasses you hated, i miss hearing you go on and on about the things you like, i miss your pretty blonde hair, i miss the spot in the woods by your house we used to go to when we snuck out of school, i ... » Continue Reading
6/6/25 i love you more than i can put into words. youre the best bestfriend i could ever ask for. no matter what, i promise you, nobody will ever love you as much as i love you. im sorry if i ever make u feel bad or if i ever make you feel upset. i wish we were something more. not just friends. xojello » Continue Reading
maybe i could start treating my blog how i treat my livejournal, and post everyday. alot of what i post on livejournal is corny though xojello » Continue Reading