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hi im seth, I am bi, 19, I live in bumfuck netherlands and speak dutch i am a stoner, i have 4 cats, im cool as hell tbh, i love yappers yap to me fr, freshman in college for engineering, I draw, read, write, drink, all of the things so you should add me because yeah I'm cool dms open to anyone above 16 please dm me and yap because I am more than happy to talk back fr don't be scared ion bite (als... » Continue Reading
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hello i am alive and back i guess right now i am blasting music, sitting in my window seal smoking a joint. i’m tired i’m so tired and my entire body hurts from a stupid hike i did but yeah. i went to a lake with a group of friends and got fucked up and had to walk a mile uphill drunk and high back home so that was cool it was for my birthday i’m 20 now i’m getting the unc status anyways, not a da... » Continue Reading
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i need to stop writing really weird shit and posting it on blogs when I'm intoxicated and sad because its just weird so mb » Continue Reading
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there is not a minute that goes by where I don't want to kill my self I just want someone to just hold me and pet me but okay » Continue Reading
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do you just ever cry so hard you are just dripping spit from your mouth and so fucking sick and you cant even fucking function you cant fucking breathe and tour ripping our your hair I cant I'm sick I cant stop I just cant ic ant I cant "I'm sorry please don't hurt yourself I love you" please actually shut the fuck up before I actually do crash out and start fuckign seizing and screaming I cant f... » Continue Reading
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just almost 2 weeks ago, i had tried to kill myself and I don't know why I'm writing this but I am and it just seems so sioly. right now its the juggle of death, or I go to work, and I face my life head on, and I do it, and I push myself, and I live life for what it is, or I can get out the easy way the easy way grief is such weird thing death rattle I didn't realize how bad it was till someone ma... » Continue Reading
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laying on my bed with my 2 cats yesterday I built a lego giant cat, it took me 2 days but I like it it looks exactly like my cat expect my cat it shaved like a lion and it wont grow back... (he's ok it just might take a few years to FULLY grow back vet said(shaved him because tick and fleas wery horrible beyond medicine)(he's a stray now inside cat))) that's a lot of () but um yea I work soon but ... » Continue Reading
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HI IM BACK EVERYONE SORRRY ok so i tried to kill my self but im back they treated me in the hospital for a few days and they made me stay in a mental hospital for a bit, but I have returned safely back home. i might not be as active as I was before as I still am struggling with everything as before, and extremely sober rn. and going to have to stay sober so withdrawals and shit are really bad, so ... » Continue Reading
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why is human connection so fucking hard for me I genuinely don't understand, I feel so much empathy but then not enough and then I just I cant I cant I feel fucking shackled I hate trying to understand someone, I hate trying to help myself and other I hate trying to empathize when I can barely empathize with myself its os fucking hard I hate just trying to understand people why is it so complicat... » Continue Reading
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please STOP adding me and then never talk to me. like im not here just to be a peice of your friend collection talk to me pls bru its crazy how many of my friends i ACTUALLY talk to. like BRUUUHHHH PLS » Continue Reading
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theres so much people over at my house right now whats going on my friends are sad and thi buy came over without tellign ema dn tehn theres anither guy coming over so im just like a full hourse rn??? like bru i cant do that im so high and drunk rn its like crazy as hell » Continue Reading
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why am i weirdly like fucking pondering abt my life rn.. like i genuinley am slowly ruining ym life, ive been binge drinking, smoking, and partying for like a week straight and juts meaningless sex its lowk sad how i wake up and smoke and drink almost instantly im reaalyyyy alone and touch starved i just want to go back to my bed and sleep, but my friends took it they took it i just want to slee... » Continue Reading
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