I open the door and it just Doesn't feel how it should It doesn't feel like our wishes and fantasies How we'd dream it would be together Is it because we have no couch? Or Our rooms may not be decorated? Maybe because our TV isn't set up. When I realized I forgotten something That I wish didn't happen for me to remember Watching your breathing stop. Seeing your eyes shut Hearing your voice fade. D... » Continue Reading
Oliver. That name just makes me smile, I don't even know how to put it into words, he's fucking adorable and caring and bold and loving and that's only some of why I love this dumbass so damn much- He's just so sweet, he makes me smile more than anyone has in so long. He makes me feel so amazing, like I'm on fucking cloud 9. The only thing i hate is the fact i cant hug and kiss and cling as much ... » Continue Reading
I feel lightheaded Not lightheaded as in Fatigue But my head, It's light I finally successfully cleared my mind It feels strange Very odd, indeed Not overthinking Overthinking about Love Hurt Patience Feelings Memories It almost feels exultant very euphoric...or- ecstatic. Im sure this feeling will perish At least sooner or later- But I'll enjoy this blissful feeling while I can Oh... Well, It's ... » Continue Reading
Happiness is a euphoria most if not all want to receive Finding happiness can either be difficult or easy It can be tedious or frustrating Or it can be Short lived and soothing But no matter the process We all want it But where? What place holds the feeling i want most? Finding happiness can lead to hell The hell called codependence Needing the presence of someone to feel complete Needing the ener... » Continue Reading
I’ve opened up my photo album. Its empty My photo album held my dearest memories So why is it empty? Are they not as dear to my heart as they once were? Are they not as important as what’s to come? No It's because I don't remember you. I don't remember the love you gave me I don't remember the hurt you made me feel I don't remember the feeling of your arms around me I don't remember the warmth in ... » Continue Reading
I feel euphoric Relieved even Experiencing this feeling after so long After being starved from this feeling I feel like a flower One that knows not how the sun feels on it’s petals But how it feels to wilt and wither I've always loved the smell of petrichor But you can't have petrichor with no light No brightness No heat No sun Sitting in a corner Staring through the window Watching as a ray of s... » Continue Reading