rosalyn's "get to know you"

i want to be able to do art, writing, and video games as a part of my career, live in maybe a nice house or apartment with some form of garden, have 2 rats and a cat, and i'd like to be skinny preferably

idk maybe that no one will devote as much like attention to me as i have to others, i just want to be someone's #1

physically, i hate that i'm overweight but not enough to fit in with actual fat girls, not skinny enough to look nice in everything. personality wise, i absolutely despise my lackadasical attitude. that's the perfect word for me, i'm lazy and idc abt anything

when people are nice to avoid conflict//pretend to be friends with me but literally never do anything with me, only talk about themselves, and don't tell me when they want to end the friendship

i like gerard way because of his music i guessss, i also really like vic fuentes, but i try not to idolize anybody bc they'll let me down eventually {i admire my bff the most tbh, he's my favorite}

idfk the amount of nicotine i get my hands on? i also collect stickers

i legit think and feel nothing, but in like a good way, i'm looking forward to sleeping in class and my sister doing my algebra for the rest of the year, getting a job, getting high, and having a sleepover with my bff

"don't talk back" tf else am i supposed to do??? asking questions helps me understand when people want me to do shit and why.

if i feel as if i am on eggshells, i instinctively lie about small things, but other than that i tend to be brutally honest unless it's about my secrets

being overweight, also body hair, i want all of it lazered off for all of time

hating implies that i care about a person's existence, no one comes to mind full-heartedly

physically, i like long hair. personality wise, i like men who have similar hobbies and are affectionate, haven't found one yet

Same as before, just having a good personality and doesn't make the people around them uncomfortable.

any curse word, i stutter a lot, and i also think i overuse any nonverbal noise i can make, i'm about to just start yelling "nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan" at ppl

probably the arts as a thing, but the greatest love of my life is my best friend, even though it's never going to progress past that {we have tried, and i'm not ruining the friendship again}

either the second time i got high off adderall at school or when my best friend came to my house unannounced and spent my birthday with me and gave me a monster, socks, and a card

academics because my life would be a hundred times easier if i had the motivation to shut up and do academics

my appearance because i'm fifteen and shallow, or maybe my autism

my fast progress with art and literacy in elementary school when i actually worked on that shit everyday unconsciously

a boy or a house cat

perhaps england

my black jacket with white strings

being unable to sleep while in a dissociated state with "it's just a burning memory" playing in the background while picking at my scalp

uhm ive never had a job but i like artsy things

most people think i'm tired, emo, irritable, and blunt to the point that it's either horrible or a redeeming quality, up front with my opinions, most everyone thinks i'm either psychopathic//sociopathic or have potential to be a serial killer

i have one real friend and i value that he actually makes an effort to hang out with me, enjoys my cooking, and remembered my birthday-- he was the only one to get me a present that actually meant something to me

uhm, i don't read... not anymore. i didn't ever like anyone enough to notice a writing style that i liked.

link, 100%

mary shelley

gerard way, vic fuentes

raizel, levi, sarah, leigh, artemisia, kira, sebastian 

dogs

there's no time for that.

overdose or tuberculosis

"everything ends."