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Day 19 of :3333 till i hai!!!!!!! haiiii!!!!! heyyyy!!!!

HELLO!!! Hello hiiiiiiii!!!! Hi hello!!!!! Hii hello there haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! >< 


- Physical Activity

I didnt go on a walk today! i came home and immediately fell into a deep nap. When i woke up it was dark already, and i dont wanna go on walks at night. Could be dangerous. I fear. 


- Schoolwork

I was on campus today for lectures, and then i completed some assignments just now and did all of it! Felt a bit easier than usual so i forgot i even did the assignments.


- Art

I havent drawn ^^;;;; i was planning on drawing after finishing my assignments, but im so sleepy. And also, i dont wanna stay up till 3 A.M. anymore! I need to fix my sleep schedule during this break period! 

I am freer tomorrow so :3 ill probably draw then!!! And ill be free to draw the things ive been thinking abt and meaning to draw in my head. Oml finally 


- Organization 

I cleaned and organized yesterday, or actually. Like 4 A.M. that morning i guess! (AGAIN, SLEEP SCHEDULE IS A WRECK ATM) so my area was still clean!!


- Socialization/Attitude Improvement/Event participation

I ended up seeing M again AND WE DIDNT EVEN PLAN TO! I was sitting outside in an area i usually never sit at, AND I JUST SEE BRO ON CAMPUS. OUR UNIVERSITY CAMPUS ISNT SMALL AT ALL? IDK I SEE HIM LIKE EVERY DAY but im very glad to!!! We get along really well!!! He wanted to get Panda Express and i wanted sushi. He walked me to the buildings bc….my perception of locations are….somehow awful. I dont know. My sense of direction is fuzzy. Whenever i say “Where am i” in these entries i mean it. Where am i….where is this……this website….who r u…..who am i…..everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me…….


BUT ANYWAY! AND THEN I MADE PLANS WITH MY BEST FRIEND TO GAME TOGETHER TOMORROW! :DDD YAAAY!!!


- Hydration! 

I WAS SO HYDRATED GRAAHHHH BACK ON THE HYDRATION GRIND!!!


- Healthy eating habits. 

Not the worst, but not the best either? I NEED TO EAT MORE VEGETABLES. I love veggies but just havent had the time to cook myself or anything. 


- Learning something new! 

I feel like i learned something new today but i really cant remember. My memory is actively fighting against me. Hmmmm. Yeah i cant recall it for some reason? So we COULD count it as didnt learn anything, but also….what if i did……we just wont know i guess!

Music! 

I’m still thinking about Revolutionary Girl Utena.


Me. (i have never sword fought in my life....itd be cool though. i need to be actively competitive......should i rejoin ping pong clubs again. im really good at it. its fun to beat.)


I rewatched some AMV’s i used to love a few years back when i first watched it, and they’re still so banger. Also, so much effort and actual thought is put into them. Watching them would give you spoilers, but also oml theyre SO GOOD BRO IDK. SOME AMV’S ITCH SOMETHING IN MY HEAD. I USED TO FOLLOW A LOT OF AMV MAKERS AND EDITORS!!!!! I miss that era of youtube!!!!! COME BACK PLEASE. 


THIS ONE IS SOOOOOO GOOD. I would watch this in the private dormitory islamic school i went to in like 8th grade, and think damn. Its actually perfect. It’s exactly what the character Akio thinks of himself, it’s genuinely so incredibly fitting. ALSO THE END? ITS JUST LIKE. ITS PERFECT, GENUINELY. 


BUT! I advise you to avoid spoilers!!! SO IF YOU HAVENT ACTUALLY WATCHED REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA, DONT CLICK THAT DAMN LINK. I KNOW IT’S THERE, I KNOW I PUT IT THERE, BUT DONT CAVE IN. THAT’S FOR LATER, OKAY? 


The song itself is still INCREDIBLY banger oml, so listen to the song on its’ own, Cadillac by Miguel ! ITS GENUINELY SO GROOVY AND SOOOO GOOD. ITS SO GOOD. 


Türkçe ne desem acabaaa hmmm. Ben her hafta sonu turkce film izleyecektim, ama bu haftasonu cok meşguldüm ;; AMA! Bu hafta kesin bir şeyler izlemek istiyorum. Cunku hayatimin çoğu zaten ingilizceyle geçiyo. Is hayatim, okul hayatim, turk olmayan arkadaslarim, ve internet hayatimda ingilizcede. 


Aksantim yok, ama istedigim gibi kendimi anlatamiyorum. ‘Derdimi anlatacak kadar’ ingilizce biliyoruz diyorlar ya, benim icin de turkce oyle ;; AMA OYLE OLMAMALI. 

I need specific knowledge of vocabulary, descriptions of imagery, and comparisons to truly be able to explain myself and my thought process, but I really struggle to do that when it comes to Turkish. I don’t have the proper vocabulary for it. 


Onuda ingilizcede yazdim bak, kendimi anca o dilde anlatabiliyorum. Ve bisey olmaz, ogreniriz, sonuçta hayat devam ediyor turkcemiz zayif diye turkce ogrenmeyi birakmicaz tabi. Ama geçen Z ile konuşurken bunu çok fark ettim. Z turkiyeden geleli bir 2-3 sene oldu, yani benim gibi degil. Aslinda tam tersi, bazen bir sozunun turkce cevirisini ben bilmiyorum ve o da ingilizce çevirisini bilmiyo. Ama yine anlaşıyoruz, insanlarla iletisim problemim hic olmadi. Ayni dilde konuşmasak bile, bisey yok. 


Neyseeeeee cok uzattim 


other than that, ive been thinking about the bible. i know. 'are you serious why're you talking about a different religion every entry' look, i dont know either. i have insane brainrot. maybe ill talk about the Torah next. And the next day it'll be the Quran. who knows dude


My username is actually (kinda) a biblical reference! i wonder if anybody noticed :D 


Thank you for reading again :DDDDD im happy to share my experiences and to just be here!!!!!! Ive been having less time to log on in general and stuff, and i wanna make sure i at least do my entries!!! ><

Goodnight!! :3 buh bye! 





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deniz🌈

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i'm starting to think M has put a gps on you and is secretly planning to meet you everyday like an evil anime villain

dediğin gibi betimleyerek Türkçe konuşmak için daha çok deyim ve gün içinde çok kullanılmayan sıfat vb. bilmen lazım anladığım kadarıyla. ama trust me, çoğumuzun kelime dağarcığı baya dar, biz de öyle konuşamıyoz :DD canını sıkma ama yine de Türkçe medya ve eserler tüketmeye devam et zamanla gelişir!! ben de arada turkce yazılar yazıp sana atarım

and i knew your nickname was a reference to judas >:D pretty cool name btw!


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LOL he might be a secret anime villain using his abilities to be even better friends together

Evet Lütfen bana yazılar yazıp at deniz ;;;; çok güzel olur benim için 🙏🙏

LETS GOO thank you thank you it makes me happy you knew it was a reference to Judas!!!
I thought it was interesting that they gave him a last name like label that specifically means ‘the traitor’. So insanely cool LIKE THATS JUST GOOD WRITING AT THAT POINT. I WANT THAT YK? THATS COOL.

Maybe im just a big fan of titles. That might be it too. But I’m happy you knew :DDD

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he's named iscariot to separate him from other apostles i think. but it's so cool yes :D !! he is THE TRAITOR, i would've been really proud if they named me that!
and yeah people who wrote religious books can be really creative somehow??

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Slip_Moth

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I'll be honest, I saw your username and I thought that it must've been a reference to some Greek philosopher and I just kinda left it at that. So... the more you know, apparently he was one of the apostles I think. That's just what Google said though. The worst part is that I should probably have known this.

Also, Cadillac is so good. I just listened to it and it's gonna be in my rotation now.


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the word is actually greek, i think. so you're not really wrong!

by deniz🌈; ; Report

I'm impressed with my knowledge of etymology!

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yoo Moths’ etymology knowledge is so impressive :DDD
But yeah it was just a reference to Judas. I think he’s interesting ^^ Maybe one day I’ll have a philosophical username! One day!

ALSO LETS GOO Cadillac is so good omg I’m so happy you listened to it and enjoyed it :DDD yippee!!

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