This is in no particular order. If you have any similar song recommendations, please comment! I love listening to new stuff.
1. Graveflower by Acid Bath
Even though Cassie Eats Cockroaches is on my page, I think this is my favorite Acid Bath song. I remember riding around in the back of my dad's jeep, half asleep listening to this song.
2. Blood on the Ground by Incubus
Morning View is honestly one of my favorite Incubus albums, second only to Monuments and Melodies. This song really encompasses the feeling of being surrounded by morons and not being able to speak up without getting your ass beat.
3. Baldpate Driver by Fleshwater
I would have expected more people to listen to Fleshwater considering how big bands like Deftones have been. Fleshwater has the same dreamy, grunge feeling in their songs and I feel like this song is a good example. I used to bike around and smoke to this song.
4. 11-Nov by Team Sleep
I couldn't tell you the amount of times I have fallen asleep or smoked to this song. Makes my brain feel smooth as a baby's face. No further comment.
5. The Outsider by A Perfect Circle
This song actually reminds me of a vocaloid song I listened to years ago. I guess it's because they both deal with the same topic in a similar tone. The song reminds me of how exhausting it is to deal with depression and SH and the frustration from the people witnessing it.
6. Forced Gender Reassignment by Cattle Decapitation
Warning before hand: this song is loud. I would also like to mention this isn't an anti-Transgender song. For some reason, this song is really funny to me. I recommend looking up the lyrics since that's one of the most enjoyable parts of this song.
7. Cherry by The Smashing Pumpkins
When I hear this song, I think of a boy I was friends with at the hospital. We were both there for concerns of violence and he was one of the only people who talked to me for 2 weeks. Love ya Alex.
8. Ready To Blow by KMFDM
Lyrics real as fuck. No further Comment.
9. Dogma by KMFDM
Living in America sucks but so does everywhere else and this song makes me wanna do shit to fix it. KMFDM really does a good job at getting me angry.
10. FPS by Negative XP
Negative XP isn't for everyone but it's definitely for me. I usually listen to this while walking through the hallways at school, staring at my shoes.
11. Institutionalized by S**cidal Tendencies
As I talked about before, I went to a hospital. Sometimes it's like people are looking for reasons to consider you sick or "damaged". If you ever act difference or have different interests, it's like you're an alien. Song is sick as fuck.
12. Tom Violence by Sonic Youth
Wrote the lyrics for part of this song on the sides of my old shoes. Miss those shoes but they had holes and the rain would get my socks wet.
13. Goodbye Horses by Sematary & Ghost Mountain
Just listen and let your brain rot! Unrelated but the way Sematary smokes pisses me off. It's like he's scared he's gonna get caught.
14. Girlfriend is Better by Talking Heads
Makes me feel like a pretty girl even though I am neither pretty, nor a girl. You just can't be mad listening to Talking Heads.
15. Sliver by Nirvana
I think this might be my favorite song by Nirvana. The energy makes me really nostalgic. I think back to living with my grandma and eating brownies with ice cream after dinner and building with blocks on the living room rug while she watched history shows.