BOOM Here comes a Survey!

What would be a "perfect day" for you? 

Oooo so, Idk this is hard to answer cause it can go alot of way, but for sure, anything to do with exploring, hiking, or the forest! I love being in the forest! I love camping and sitting by waterfalls, starting a campfire and just falling asleep under the stars!

Would you like to be famous? If so, what for?

Haha idk... I mean I did have dreams to be a famous twitch streamer :D

Would ten-year-old you think that current you is cool? 

Idk, I like to think he would, but 10 year old me was worried about playing games and playing with friends lol, I think I do some cool things I was a truck driver, cross country, and Im getting into programming, and I think they are cool, I know as a kid I loved truckers, so yeah I guess Ide say 10 year old me would think I was cool :)

What are the best pizza toppings?

Pepperoni, and PINEAPPLE! lol

You wake up tomorrow with all the memories of your life now, but you are 16 again. Do you try to live life differently, or try to make it go exactly the same? 

Idk... Its tough to say because I truly believe everything happens for a reason, good or bad, but I know Ive made alot of mistakes in my life... that Maybe Ide like to change? Tough tough question here...

What is the last song you sang out loud? 

I miss you-Blink 182 (tonight haha)

Have you ever had a near-death experience? 

HAHA yeah... many many times... Worst one was when I was on the fire department, I fell through a floor into the basement of a house... I radioed for help but it felt like forever, my back was hurt bad and I couldnt move well, for a bit there I thought I was going to die if Im being honest...Sometimes I have nightmares about that day.

What are the top three things you look for in a potential partner? 

How well we connect such as shared interests, maturity but also can be goofy and childish when its the right time, and true love/caring!

For what in your life do you feel the most grateful? 

Hmm I have to say my kids :) Ide do anything for them!

Are you happy with the way your parents/guardian raised you? Why or why not?

Oh yeah! My parents raised me to be a good man, I live my life by their example, they have bent over backwards to help me even when they couldnt... they always find a way, I love them very much

Tell your life story in one sentence.

Glutton for punishment that lets his heart come last

If you could ask one question about your future, past, or present, and get a 100% true answer -- what would you ask? 

If the pain ever stops

Complete this sentence. "I wish I had someone with whom I could share..." 

my entire life story and still be accepted, true love.

Do you need to confess anything? 

Huh Idk, I suppose Ide say yes, but it depends on how you are using confess, religious or just to tell someone something, either way yes. 

Do you know the person you copied this survey from? 

Yes!!! Shes my best friend :D

When did you last cry in front of another person? What about by yourself? 

Another person about a month ago, by myself, last night

What song is your life's anthem right now? 

<a href="https://youtu.be/tCJXWjxjMLk?si=ZESU6AStJWXsi4K1">We Fall Apart - We as human</a>

Is there any topic that shouldn't be joked about?

Haha idk, I can joke about anything really, time and place sure, but thats it

If you can save one item in a house fire (pets children & family are safe already), what would it be? 

Ide probably say my chest, I have a cedar chest with all sorts of memories in it from the time I was a young kid till now :D

Who was your favorite cartoon character as a kid? 

Peter Griffen Family Guy haha

Who is your biggest celebrity crush? What do you like about them? 

Jennifer Lawrence haha, Katniss Everdeen is fireeeeeeee, she stands up against all odds for something she believes in

Do you believe in giving people second chances? Why or why not? 

Yes, but sometimes it comes back to bite me in the ass.....

What does spirituality mean to you?

Thats something I ask myself often lmao

What was your first love's name?

Thats a tough one.. I suppose Alyssa was the first, but we were always friends, I think I loved her the whole time I knew her but didnt realize it till we were a little older, she passed away 2 years after highschool... I never got to tell her how I felt about her, one of us always seemed to be in a relationship, we were always best friends though.

What was the most important lesson you've learned from a past relationship? 

No matter how many chances you give someone, they will most likely screw you over again

What is your most creative/artistic hobby?

Hmm Idk.. Im not very artsy, I like to draw but Im bad at it... maybe Music? I love music I used to play guitar often and I loved to sing and play (alone cause I dont like playing in front of others lol)

What is the most intense experience you've had in your life?

Ide have to say the story above where I talked about firefighting and thinking I was gonna die when I got hurt

Are you a morning or a night person?

Both, really doesnt matter haha

Have you ever shoplifted?

Yes :X I stole a candy bar, and my parents found it and brought me to jail (My dad was a cop) so they "locked" me in a cell and said good bye and walked away, to teach me a lesson about breaking the law, I cried and cried till they came back and I never stole again haha.

Have you ever been arrested?

Fake? see above, for real no haha, But Ive done things that should have... worst Ive done once is ran from the cops when I was in highschool :S haha

What's the most recent dream that you remember?

Walking in the forest with my friend Payton, smelling iris flowers and then sitting looking at the stars couple nights back.

Are you still friends with anyone from highschool? 

Yes! Ryan!

How do you relax when you're stressed out? 

Work, takes my mind off anything

Who would play you in a movie about your life? 

Haha People have said I laugh kinda like Seth Rogan so I guess him haha.

What is your controversial opinion? 

Yeah.... too many... I dont want enemies here :D

What makes you feel nostalgic? 

Runescape... been playing since 2001

Do you want to have a child/more children? Why or why not? 

I have 2! Emily (7) and Marshall (2) :D Ide love more kids!

Would you describe yourself as shy? 

Ehh depends on the context, preforming or something, yes unless Im drunk, but just talking nah, very outgoing

What is the biggest pressure you feel in your life right now? 

Ehh this one is for me :D Its a long story (My best friend knows about it) haha

Do you have difficulty expressing your emotions? 

Ehh yeah I guess, I tend to always bottle it up and it eats away at me haha

What is the first thing you notice in a man/woman? (Whatever you're attracted to)

Eyes and Hair, I love beautiful colored eyes and always been a sucker for long curly hair, as long as I can remember haha

What is your love language?

Music, I feel you can express any emotion in music :) 

Do you believe in soulmates?

I do! Just hard to find lol

Do you believe you've met your soulmate?

I thought so.. but shit has happened lately... yeah....

If your partner gained a lot of weight, would you stay with them? 

yeah, I dont care about weight, the worst Ide do is say we need to lose weight but strictly for health, overweight is fine, but like I mean if they were so large they couldnt even do normal day to day activities, then ide say something for their health, but no I wouldnt leave

Would you ever see a couple's counselor if you were having trouble in your relationship? 

Idk, I hate talking about my problems in front of my wife, as I feel like it always makes things worse for some reason..

What's a deal-breaker for you in a relationship? 

Cheating is a big one.. been cheated on plenty of times...

Do you vote?

Yes, But I hate the 2 party system, breeds too much corruption

Do you tend to be trusting of people?

Idk normally no... but someone recently yes, very fast, and I cant explain why I just know I can trust them

Do you think people can change?

Yes I do! I have changed! living example!

What's a conspiracy theory you believe is true? 

Don't get me started on this hahaha I won't stop. To give a light one, I'll just say JFK. (Lettie Im leaving this the way you answered it.. cause.... FACTS.. Im with you there HAHA)

Do you respect yourself?

Idk anymore tbh

When was the last time you apologized for something? What was it?

Uhh Today Actually haha, just talking to someone alot lately and I feel like I bring the mood down with my depression, even though she sais it doesnt bother her, I still feel bad... (Im sorry) <3

What's the first conversation topic you bring up when meeting a new person?

Huh Idk, I like to talk sports but not everybody does... maybe their occupation? Thats a damn good question, never really gave it thought before now haha.