A Survey A Day

What would be a "perfect day" for you? 

Sleeping in, going to get a late breakfast at a little diner, going to the beach and swimming/soaking in the sun or maybe hiking, going for a jet ski or ATV ride or kayak, coming home a little sunburnt and tired to a cool night and a bonfire with smores and music -- particularly someone playing guitar while everyone sings together -- climbing into bed at the end of the night a little tipsy and falling asleep quickly.

I don't think I would haha maybe if I could be anonymous? If so, I'd love to teach people to code or to review / reccommend books. 

It depends hahaha. A year ago maybe but I've kinda let go of some aesthetic things that ten-year-old me was into (piercings, dyeing my hair, etc.) but I think she'd like my life and what I'm doing with it.

Pepperoni, bacon & banana peppers 🤤

I think I would try to make it go exactly the same haha I have nightmares about this very thing sometime (mostly about my husband ending up with someone else and having to convince him that I know we're supposed to be together xD) but sometimes I question if I would do things differently. I just can't imagine anything but what I have right now sometimes. I would miss it so much.

What is the last song you sang out loud? 

Good question! I'm not really sure haha I sing out loud to Spotify all the time, just kinda mindlessly not paying attention to what's on.

Have you ever had a near-death experience? 

A couple, yeah 😬

What are the top three things you look for in a potential partner? 

Kindness, Emotional Maturity, and they have to kind of... be better than me? I guess. I need someone I can look up to and respect.

For what in your life do you feel the most grateful? 

So many things. I try to be grateful every day. Probably my house/land right now because it still feels so surreal. Making a really good friend recently when I needed it most. My family, my in-laws. My cats.

Are you happy with the way your parents/guardian raised you? Why or why not?

If you'd asked me 8 years ago I would have said yes but with every passing year, I think they did exactly right hahaha. Parents are humans too, they make mistakes but mine did the best they could.

Tell your life story in one sentence.

Dumb bitch fucks around and finds out.

If you could ask one question about your future, past, or present, and get a 100% true answer -- what would you ask? 

Do I get to have babies 😭 Am I meant to be a mom? 

Complete this sentence. "I wish I had someone with whom I could share..." 

The darkest parts of myself.

Do you need to confess anything? 

If I were Catholic I think I'd practically life in confessional.

Do you know the person you copied this survey from? 

Nope I just compiled some questions I found around the internet.

When did you last cry in front of another person? What about by yourself? 

In front of someone -- last night after watching Braveheart. By myself, this past weekend lol.

What song is your life's anthem right now? 

Deep End - Ruelle

Is there any topic that shouldn't be joked about?

Honestly, I don't think so. Even the things that I take personally, doesn't mean they "shouldn't" be joked about.

If you can save one item in a house fire (pets children & family are safe already), what would it be? 

My teddy bear

Who was your favorite cartoon character as a kid? 

Shego from Kim Possible 😅

Who is your biggest celebrity crush? What do you like about them? 

Jeffrey Dean Morgan. Everything...hahaha. In real life he lives on a homestead with his wife & kids and a ton of animals, he's easy on the eyes 😏 Portrayal of Negan in TWD

Do you believe in giving people second chances? Why or why not? 

Entirely dependent on the situation. There are many people I've cut off right off the bat, and many I've given third, fourth, fifth, sixth, etc. chances.

What does spirituality mean to you?

I'm still trying to figure this out 😅

What was your first love's name?

Ironically, James 🤣 First big heartbreak of my life, he fucked me up pretty bad lol.

What was the most important lesson you've learned from a past relationship? 

You can't change people. They don't want to be saved.

What is your most creative/artistic hobby?

Probably crochet :) I've made a ton of animals with crochet and I love it.

What is the most intense experience you've had in your life?

Hmmm depends on how you describe "intense". The presence of God is a big one, not to be corny 😅 Used to cut and get this weird euphoria that was really intense, like what I imagine doing hard drugs would feel like.

Are you a morning or a night person?

A little bit of both :P

Have you ever shoplifted?

I was a bad kid hahaha yes

Have you ever been arrested?

Nope! Thank goodness!

What's the most recent dream that you remember?

Last night I had a weird dream that I was facetiming my brother and he was back in California for some reason and my husband was asking my permission for everything 👀 still trying to piece it together haha

Are you still friends with anyone from highschool? 

Nope

How do you relax when you're stressed out? 

Reading or playing games :) 

Who would play you in a movie about your life? 

According to everyone else, Maisie Williams xD Or maybe Ginnifer Goodwin haha

What is your controversial opinion? 

I have many of them that will probably get me cancelled hahaha

What makes you feel nostalgic? 

The Twilight movies, songs by P!nk, that smell of a late summer/early fall day when you can smell fall coming

Do you want to have a child/more children? Why or why not? 

More than anything in the world. I have wanted to be a mom for as long as I can remember. I don't care if it's adopting or step-momming or fostering or having my own I just want children

Would you describe yourself as shy? 

Yes 

What is the biggest pressure you feel in your life right now? 

Pressure to get my life together and be a good wife/homemaker/homesteader/woman/sister/daughter/Christian

Do you have difficulty expressing your emotions? 

Yes lol. I have difficulty putting them into words and respecting them. I tend to make fun of myself when I'm emotional.

What is the first thing you notice in a man/woman? (Whatever you're attracted to)

Eyes, always eyes. And the way their brain works once I get them talking.

What is your love language?

Words of Affirmation, 100%, with Quality Time as a close second.. Receiving at least. Giving, probably Acts of Service.

Do you believe in soulmates?

I do! Of every kind, platonic, romantic, sexual. Sometimes they're all three the same person, sometimes not.

Do you believe you've met your soulmate?

I certainly hope so 😅 Yes I believe I have haha, he is my better half

If your partner gained a lot of weight, would you stay with them? 

Yes, I'm attracted to many different body types + it has no bearing on my love for someone.

Would you ever see a couple's counselor if you were having trouble in your relationship? 

I would be open to it yes, though I think the things they would ask us to talk about would be Amateur Hour for me and my husband xD 

What's a deal-breaker for you in a relationship? 

I'm not sure that I have any. I'm kind of a doormat hahaha.

Do you vote?

Honestly, not always. I believe the democratic system is a myth and there are higher-level forces at work orchestrating everything and giving us the illusion that we have anything to do with it. But sometimes I vote anyway just in case I'm wrong lol.

Do you tend to be trusting of people?

Depends. I'm pretty good at reading if someone can be trusted, right off the bat. 

Do you think people can change?

Yes. 

What's a conspiracy theory you believe is true? 

Don't get me started on this hahaha I won't stop. To give a light one, I'll just say JFK.

Do you respect yourself?

Not nearly as much as I probably should.

When was the last time you apologized for something? What was it?

I apologized for losing something very important because I was sleepy and dumb and not paying attention lol.

What's the first conversation topic you bring up when meeting a new person?

Usually something relating to how we met / where we are, or maybe a compliment.