i love this woman

i really have a problem. i posted b4 ab how i love this one girl but i just really cant get over her and i need to gush ab her. she's quite older than me but oh well. she's just so beautiful and amazing. she's so caring and so knowledgeable and kind. she always worries ab me when i mention that i'm not really okay and it just shows how much she really cares. her face is perfect, her body is perfect, everything ab her is perfect. she never makes me feel bad ab myself and she always supports me. i told her i relapsed and she gave me the most kind words and said she was sorry. the way she carries herself is just amazing and so inspiring. i think i'll always look for her in everyone i meet. my love might not be reciprocated, im not really sure, but i'll still always love her.