Life Is Strange

I just replayed all of life is strange for the first time in like 6 years. it was one hell of a trip. i remember the week this shit released when i was like 7 or something? i remember seeing my brother that bought the game on the xbox 360 store, waiting for it to download and then eventually watching them play it and later on playing the game for myself like months later. i dont really remember much from there gameplay but i remember some more stuff from my first gameplay. and again i like 7 so i didnt really know what was going on and my basic problem solving didnt kick in yet so it was quite different difficult round that time. i think my most played episode was the first and second one. since again i was an idiot kid i spent most of my time looking around taking in the ambience, the scenery, music, atmosphere. everything after episode 2 i dont really remember much. fast foward to a couple more years later i am 14 now and have learned some basic problem solving skills and have gotten some real life experience. bored outta my mind i just was lurking round youtube listening to some music until i found a song called Piano Fire by Sparklehorse. i clicked on it cuz i thought the name sounded silly and from just the first few notes my eyes lit up and i remembered "OH MY GOD ISNT THIS THE SONG CHOLE PLAYED IN EPISODE 1??? OF THAT ONE GAME UUHHH FUCK WHAT WAS IT CALLEDD UHHHHH" and i was in a car, in california visiting one of my family members and i just remember while this song was playing i was staring at the trees and the sunset. taking in the scenery like i used back when i played the game when i was 7. after i got back home a few hours later i immediately downloaded the game on my laptop. as i was waiting i was just kinda reminiscing what has happened in my life since i played that game. and while i was doing my thinking i realized that i dont remember almost anything at all other then the character's names. so it felt i was truly playing one of my favorite games of all time for the first time again which was so fun to play. i LOVED the aesthetic of the game it kinda feels like one of those cool indie movies about teenagers going on a adventure but its not a very fun or happy one in some parts of the game. the dialogue too like it feels so fucking real like this doesn't feel like a video game it feels like a interactive movie if anything dude. like you can feel the energy in your body anytime max and chole talked. the dialogue is so great yeah sometimes it can a little cringy but bro thats how those type of people talked back in 2015 that was internet language at the time and i should i know i had big brothers at the time and i was also on the internet too lurking round forums so this is just how people talked dude. and dude the story and also along the dialogue like it makes for such a great yet sad and heart wrenching game to play. i can still feel my heart hurtsing as im writing this. theres so much i want to say about this game but i dont know how to put all these emotions in one. it is a game that leaves you happy yet hallow (if you decided to sacrifice arcadia bay which i did) or a game that leaves you depressed if you decided to sacrifice chole. like im glad i played this game it was fun and great and im glad it gave me the emotions it did but i am so depressed that its over and i cant just replay it it would just be beating a dead horse at this point. like man i love these short games with amazing story's, character's and everything but once i get deeply invested and then when its over i get depressed bruh fr. is that healthy? idk, when will i ever be over this game? idk, do i wish i could hit my head and forget everything that happened last week so i can it play again? maybe. also dude the soundtrack it just fits the game so perfectly like bro when i heard the first lines of "To All Of You" In the beginning im not gonna lie i had to puase the game to quickly sob. cuz again i played this game long ago so i was getting hit with memories during those times. the soundtrack isnt my type of style of music but i fuck it with alot very good songs they got on the soundtrack! i also downloaded the soundtrack after i was finished playing the game! and also dude the tears that were on my laptop as i played thru the game oh my fucking god this game is the first and probably last time i have ever cried to a video game. dont get me wrong i am very sentimental but it is kinda hard for me to cry even why something is REALLY SAD. but i dont what this game has brought outta me but i have ugly cried to this game a concernable amount of times. especially when i saved kate bruh you dont know the stress i went thru to save kate dude i took like 30 minute breaks anytime i made a decision on what to say during that whole sequence and when i actually saved her (first try btw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i was left weeping my eyes off bro i swear to god or whatever is up there or down there. life is strange is a must play game and will not leave you disappointed YOU WILL FEEL SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!