100 getting to know you questions

1. who is your hero?

i'm not quite sure. i don't have much in the people i know in real life to look up to. it's a bit of an embarrassing answer but maybe gerard way? i have a bit of a parasocial relationship with him. just like everyone else on this site.

2. if you could live anywhere, where would it be?

i find myself thinking about this pretty often. i don't speak any other language than english but i would like to leave the us as being a trans person here rn is very scary. maybe i could move to canada, i'm in wisconsin so the weather wouldn't be that much of an adjustment.

3. what is your biggest fear?

i'm not sure, there's obviously the existential fear of loneliness and death and being forgotten and all that boring stuff. but also i am really scared of bees and butterflies.

4. what is your favorite family vacation?

i've only been on one vacation in my lifetime and it was to the dells and i was sick the entire time. but that ig

5. what would you change about yourself if you could?

every part of my mind, body and soul aches to be a cis man. i would give anything to not have my identity questioned. to just be me. to not have to fight to be what i am.

7. what motivates you to work hard?

nothing really i think. it's this sense of obligation. the hard work will hurt less than regret i suppose. i am gonna make it through this year if it kills me and such

8. what is your favorite thing about your career?

i don't have a job currently. i do aspire to be a librarian and volunteer at my local library frequently. i value the spread of information and artwork to the public free of charge very highly. plus a lot of libraries provide a community for kids who don't otherwise have them.

9. what is your biggest complaint about your job?

when it comes to volunteering the summer reading program makes me wanna blow my brains out (i have a shift tomorrow. yay ._.) especially the dumb ass parents who can't follow basic instructions, plus seeing a lot of them treat their kids poorly breaks my heart.

10. what is your proudest accomplishment?

making it this far

11. what is your child's proudest accomplishment?

i get that i have gray hairs but is it really that bad?????

12. what is your favorite book to read?

my favorite book is convenience store woman by sayaka murata but my favorite comfort read is i think our son is gay by okura.

13. what makes you laugh the most?

a bit corny but my friends.

14. what was the last movie you went to? what did you think?

across the spiderverse!! absolutely amazing film and a great theater experience. i actually cried a little at one point.

15. what did you want to be when you were small?

a teacher, if there's one thing about me is that i wanna spread information apparently.

16. what does your child want to be when they grow up?

again. i doubt my gray hairs are that bad.

17. if you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be?

i would love to be on a movie set, cinema is such a core part of me and my interests it would be such a cool experience, even if i lack interest in making films myself.

18. what is your favorite game or sport to watch and play?

it's overwatch. not proud of that

19. would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse or drive a car?

i'm a cyclist till the day i die.

20. what would you sing at karaoke night?

i am what i am from la cage aux folles

21. what two radio stations do you listen to in the car most?

i am 15 years old.

22. which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house?

dishes high diff

23. if you could hire someone to help you, would it be with cleaning, cooking or yard work?

cleaning. i really enjoy cooking, it's great to create something that sustains yourself. it gives me agency

24. if you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?

mac and cheese. i will never tire of it.

25. who is your favorite author?

my favorite author is carmen maria machado, my favorite comic writer is james tynion iv and my favorite mangaka is tatsuki fujimoto.

26. have you ever had a nickname? what is it?

pete but i also get pat sometimes.

27. do you like or dislike surprises? why or why not?

absolutely hate them. i'm autistic and if something isn't planned at least a week in advance i want to die.

28. in the evening would you rather play a game, visit a relative, watch a movie, or read?

movie. film is my special interest.

29. would you rather vacation in hawaii or alaska, and why?

alaska, the tourism industry has completely fucked hawaii's economy. i would rather not participate in that

30. would you rather win the lottery or work at the perfect job? and why?

work at the perfect job, my life already lacks purpose. plus there's so many complications that come with winning the lottery.

31. who would you want to stranded on a deserted island with?

probably one of my friends. we ain't making it but we'd get a little silly in the meantime

32. if money was no object, what would you do all day?

probably still rot in my room all day tbh

33. if you could go back in time, what year would you travel to?

june 27, 2003. so i can see the room premiere i know that shit was insane

34. how would your friends describe you?

i've heard "my most insane friend" "average hannibal fan" "letterboxd user" "hater". all true. all true

35. what are your hobbies?

i draw, review movies, cook, write essays and play video games.

36. what is the best gift you've ever been given?

kiryu duck. my most prized possession

37. what is the worst gift you have received?

a $15 starbucks giftcard. i literally can not have coffee because the amount of caffeine in it will send me into cardiac arrest because my heart is that bad

38. aside from necessities, what's one thing you could not go a day without?

MY PRECIOUS ROUTINE

39. list two pet peeves

bad film takes, chewing sounds

40. where do you see yourself in 5 years?

i'm gonna be fr still probably in my parents attic

41. how many pairs of shoes do you own?

3, a pair of combat boots, oxfords, and sneakers.

42. if you were a super-hero, what powers would you have?

being the knower. just knowing everything

43. what would you do if you won the lottery?

buy the entire stronger vocaloid figure set honestly

44. what form of public transportation do you prefer?

i live in america silly, we don't have public transportation!

45. what's your favorite zoo animal?

CAPYBARA SWEEP (peacock close second)

46. if you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be?

i would come out to my biological mom before she died. i know she would've supported me.

47. if you could share a meal with any 4 individuals, living or dead, who would they be?

this is quite difficult. my biological mom is an instalock but i'm not sure about the others. fuck it i wanna see jordan peterson and karl marx argue that would be funny as hell. idk throw gerard way in there too i need to berate him for how bad his d.va gameplay is.

48. how many pillows do you sleep with?

one pillow and one stuffed animal i use as a pillow.

49. what's the longest you've gone without sleep (and why)?
a little under 3 days i believe. no reason i'm just built like that

50. what's the tallest building you've been to the top in?

idk probably like the wisconsin state capital i have been very few places

51. would you rather trade intelligence for looks or looks for intelligence?

looks for intelligence. i desperately need to be the knower.

52. how often do you buy clothes?

every 3 months-ish.

53. have you ever had a secret admirer?

yes, 3 to my knowledge.

54. what's your favorite holiday?

i don't like holidays, they intimidate me. if i had to choose probably christmas.

55. what's the most daring thing you've ever done?

i don't think i've done a single daring thing in my life other than get into arguments with guys like 5 times my size (haven't gotten my ass beat yet tho so...)

56. what's the last thing you recorded on the tv?

again with these ancient ass questions. the last thing i watched was the righteous gemstones but i have never recorded a tv broadcast in my life

57. what was the last book you read?

public domain. it was alright like. whatever

58. what's your favorite type of foreign food?

korean food sweep tbh

59. are you a clean or messy person?

this one's complicated. in some regards, i have intense and specific systems for organizing some things but am very lazy with others. i also have a tendency to let things pile up.

60. who would you want to play you in a movie of your life?

kieran culkin 100%

61. how long does it take for you to get ready in the morning?

not fully sure but i do have a daily routine that includes eating, brushing my teeth, reading, doing video game dailies and that takes about a hour thirty minutes

62. what kitchen appliance do you use every day?

microwave

63. what's your favorite fast food chain?

no surprises for the wisconsin girlie to say culvers but it's followed by... arbys. yes i know bad take idc that roast beef and cheddar makes me ascend and they have the best fast food mozzarella sticks.

64. what's your favorite family recipe?

cheesy potato soup. like the only good thing my mom can make.

65. do you love or hate rollercoasters?

HATE HATE HATE. i wanted to like them but i did one for the first time last summer and i wanted to die

66. what's your favorite family tradition?

i don't interact with any of my 4 families enough to be aware of any.

67. what is your favorite childhood memory?

i don't really have many memories. i had a pretty bland childhood with mixes of random bad shit. i've been on that same as it ever was grind since day one

68. what's your favorite movie?

i'm thinking of ending things.

69. how old were you when you learned santa wasn't real? how did you find out?

i never believed in santa because my parents never pretended he was real.

70. is your glass half full or half empty?

wouldn't you like to know

71. what's the craziest thing you've done in the name of love?

i bought a $90 jacket to impress my crush. it did work she loved me in it.

72. what three items would you take with you on a deserted island?

boat. bunch of food. radio.

73. what was your favorite subject in school?

i'm mostly homeschooled but in what little school i did it's english.

74. what's the most unusual thing you've ever eaten?

idk i ate a bug like 2 days ago i eat so much random shit when i see something my first instinct is to put it in my mouth

75. do you collect anything?

video games, figures, plushies and ties

76. is there anything you wish would come back in fashion?

suits!! i want that edwardian era drip.

77. are you an introvert or an extrovert?

introvert ig but the dichotomy is stupid

78. which of the five senses would you say is your strongest?

smell 100% i have a crazy good sense of smell.

79. have you ever had a surprise party? (that was an actual surprise)

no and if i did i would have a meltdown.

80. are you related or distantly related to anyone famous?

nope.

81. what do i do to keep fit?

girl... (i have actually started working out recently but that's probably not gonna stick)

82. does your family have a "motto" - spoken or unspoken?

no.

83. if you were the ruler of your own country what would be the first law you would introduce?

free medicare

84. who was your favorite teacher in school and why?

7th grade english teacher. he was the only teacher who actually did something about bullying and he was a complete sweet heart. he apparently adopted one of his students when they went into foster care. great guy.

85. what three things do you think of the most each day?

movies, my cat, overwatch

86. if you had a warning label, what would yours say?

warning: manufacturing error

87. what song would you say best sums you up?

love, me normally by will wood

88. what celebrity would you like to meet at starbucks for a cup of coffee?

gerard way probably tbh. we really need to talk about that d.va gameplay

89. who was your first crush?

i actually didn't get my first crush until i was 13. we dated for a little and now were plain old friends. probably for the better because she is a mess.

90. what's the most interesting thing you can see out of your office or kitchen window?

idk tree

91. on a scale on 1-10 how funny would you say you are?

7/10

92. where do you see yourself in 10 years?

probably still in my parents attic.

93. what was your first job?

still haven't got it, hope this helps!

94. if you could join any past or current music group which would you want to join?

i have no musical talent. whatever i'll say mcr because that seems to be the bit here.

95. how many languages do you speak?

just english.

96. what is your favorite family holiday tradition?

again, don't really have any.

97. who is the most intelligent person you know?

m- *gunshot*

98. if you had to describe yourself as an animal, which one would it be?

rats. they just get me

99. what is one thing you will never do again?

honestly i don't want to set a never like that. things change.

100. who knows you the best?

my friend callum.