I am so sick of today.
My day at work was a mess and here is why:
Multiple times at work, men have made me feel uncomfortable, mostly old men.
I feel disgusting anytime I am near them and they just keep invading my personal space.
When I step backwards, they keep stepping closer...
I try to give obvious cues that i want space, but they are so fucking stupid and won't listen.
Also being called ma'am and she constantly was added to my mix of uncomfortability.
I had a mental breakdown after lunch because of this.
I was wearing really cute nails, but I popped them all right off in rage. I wanted to fight someone, punch something, scream really loud outside...
I for a brief second even wanted to cause pain to myself.
I calmed down, even though it took a minute and I feel like cutting out everything that I wad unsure of letting go today.
Peppermint tea saved me...
I feel a whole lot better thanks to that tea.
Man I really need a cat. 😭😭😭