(snagged this survey from VBS! 🤘😆🤘)
1. What is something in your life that you feel hopeful about right now? BY NOW, I'M ACTUALLY DAMN RELUCTANT TO LET MY HOPES GET UP ABOUT ANYTHING NOWADAYS. YEAH. SADLY.😑
BUT YEAH, I GUESS I HOPE TO GET MORE FRESH TATTOO WORK DONE ON ME THIS YEAR SOON, AT LEAST.
I HOPE DAD GETS A BIT LESS HARD-HEADED & LESS INTERVENTIONIST ABOUT SOME CERTAIN 'HOME IMPROVEMENT' THINGS...
THINGS SEEM TO BE ORGANIZING MORE & MORE HERE AT THE HOUSE INDOORS & OUTDOORS.
2. What was the last thing you worried about that turned out better than expected? I PAID MY PHONE BILL RECENTLY. THERE WAS A NEW SOFTWARE UPDATE HASSLE THAT PREVENTED ME FROM PAYING REMOTELY SO I HAD TO DRIVE ALL THE WAY TO THE DAMN STORE LIKE SOME DAMN ANIMAL & PERSONALLY HAND OVER MONEY! *CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?!* 😆😆😆😆😆
3. Name somewhere you are planning on visiting in the near future? MOM & I SOON WILL PICNIC AGAIN...💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
4. How often do you go grocery shopping and how much food do you usually get in one go? ONCE OR TWICE A WEEK. I USUALLY BUY ABOUT $100.00-$120.00 WORTH OF FOOD/NONFOODS.
5. What is a meal you eat extremely often? Or do your meals & food choices vary a lot? RICE/PASTA SIDES...SALADS...
6. When was the last time you felt unable or unwilling to speak your mind to someone? I BLOCKED MY SISTER AGAIN PHONEWISE & IN REAL LIFE. SHE'S JUST DAMN INCORRIGIBLY-IMMATURE. GETTING TO BE A CONSIDERABLY OLDER WOMAN, & *STILL* VERY WILLFULLY-IMMATURE. 😑😑😑😑😑
7. What was the last thing you changed your mind about? WELL, I *DID* PLAN ON DOING SOME KIND OF YARDWORK OUTSIDE TODAY, BUUUUUT... ...I JUST WOUND-UP FEELING A BIT TIRED, SO I LAID DOWN...& 😴😴😴😴😴😴😴 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆
8. Who was the last friend you saw, and what did you do together? NOTHING. DAVE & I JUST BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER AT A LOCAL HEAD SHOP RECENTLY, HEH...I WENT TO GO BUY SOME MARIJUANA CANDY, HAHA...HE WORKS THERE. 🤘😎🤘
9. Who tends to show up in your dreams? Do you ever wonder if you appear in anyone else's dreams? I HONESTLY DON'T EVEN EVER HAVE DREAMS ANYMORE. SERIOUSLY. I MAYBE WISH I STILL HAD DREAMS BUT I HONESTLY DON'T EVEN EVER RECALL NOR REMEMBER THEM. THE LAST *REAL* DREAMS THAT I EVER ACTUALLY HAD WERE REGULARLY-RECURRING DREAMS OF ME & CASSANDRA HAVING GREAT, GREAT, GREAT, GREAT *GREAT* TOECURLINGLY-DELICIOUS, UNREPENTANTLY-SINFUL, ARDENTLY-PASSIONATE, RAVENOUSLY-LUSTFUL PSYCHOSEX. HA. 😆😆😆😆😆 😋😛😝😜🤪 #OaktreeMornings. BUT I HONESTLY THESE DAYS FOR YEARS I JUST REALLY DON'T DREAM ANYMORE, SADLY. I THINK IT'S BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAVE A *LOOOOOOOT* OF THINGS TO ALWAYS BE DOING DAILY. #iAintNoLazyShiftlessBitch.
10. What is something you wish you could say to someone who is no longer in your life, or something you wish they could know? "I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER, MAMI...WE MISS YOU VERY, VERY, VERY MUCH AND WE'LL ALL SEE YOU LATER..."💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
11. Instead of flat earth, what do you think of the simulated earth theory, that we're basically all just a giant computer program or virtual reality? YEAH, THAT'S PARTLY TRUE, AGREED, SEEING AS HOW THE WORLD HAS CERTAINLY BECOME SO GODDAMNED COMPUTER-DEPENDENT IN A MILLION BILLION ZILLION DIFFERENT WAYS. EACH OF US HAS A NUMBER... ...OR NUMBERS? WAY TOO MANY NUMBERS ONLINE? SOMEWHERE? 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
12. What worries you most about your future? OH, I GUESS *UNCERTAINTIES IN THE FUTURE; PERSONAL & OTHERWISE*... 😑😑😑😑😑
13. What is something you do to feel better when you're scared? I'M VERY RARELY SCARED, HONESTLY. FORTUNATELY. I GUESS I JUST KEEP MY MIND OCCUPIED & BUSY TO DISTRACT MYSELF. GETTING NEW TATTOOS ALSO SEEMS TO ME CERTAINLY THERAPEUTIC ON A PRIMAL PERSONAL LEVEL TOO, I DARESAY. I FEEL HAPPIER & MORE COMPLETE WITH EACH NEW TATTOO I GET. YUP.🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜
14. Who do you feel you can count on the most in life? Is there anyone you wish you could count on? MY DAD HAS HELPED ME MANY, MANY, MANY TIMES BY NOW. I TOO HAVE HELPED HIM MANY TIMES. HE'S MY DUTY EVEN THOUGH HE'S TOO FUCKING PROUD SOMETIMES, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM...💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
15. What makes you trust someone? When was the last time someone broke your trust? I'M NOT A BLINDLY-TRUSTING PERSON AT ALL. BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK TOO MANY TIMES BY NOW. WHATEVER. 😑😑😑😑😑
16. When was the last time you shared a secret with someone, and how did they react? I DON'T RECALL.
17. Are you more likely to give advice or to ask for it? GIVE, I GUESS...BUT I DON'T MIND ASKING FOR IT.
18. When was the last time you felt totally lost, figuratively speaking? How about literally? OH, I DON'T KNOW... IT'S HAPPENED BEFORE, OF COURSE...
19. In what ways are you emotionally strong? In what ways are you emotionally weak? STRONG: MY PRIDE CAN BE DAMN STRONG, YEAH, BUT THESE DAYS I'M ACTUALLY TRYING TO BE A BIT WISER ABOUT USING IT BETTER...MY WRATH USED TO BE INSANELY-UNBELIEVEABLE... 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 😡😡😡😡😡 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 MY LUST SEEMS INFINITELY-NUCLEAR (heh, chyeah) BUT MY PRIDE DEFINITELY KEEPS BOTH MY LUST & WRATH IN-CHECK...I PERPETUALLY TRY TO GET SMARTER & WISER ABOUT ENDLESS THINGS IN THIS UNIVERSE, YEAH, SO UNEMOTIONAL LASER-FOCUSED OBJECTIVITY IS PARAMOUNT FOR ME TOO. EMOTIONALLY-WEAK? HM...GOOD QUESTION...🤔??? NOW I'M GONNA GO CRAZY ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT THAT NOW, THANK YOU. 😖😖😖😖😖
20. What is the strangest book you have ever read? How did you find out about it? OH, I DON'T KNOW...IT COULD BE "BEWARE OF THIS SHOP" BY CAROL BEACH YORK... IT'S A TIMELESSLY-GREAT BOOK, BY THE WAY... OR MAYBE "THE SATANIC BIBLE" BY ANTON SZANDOR LAVEY... EDGAR ALLAN POE BOOKS... ENCYCLOPEDIAS...DICTIONARIES... THESAURI... FOREIGN LANGUAGE PHRASEBOOKS...
21. Do you prefer to watch movies or tv alone or with other people? Is there anything you refuse to watch alone? I PREFER WATCHING ALONE, BUT SOMETIMES I DON'T MIND DAD & I WATCHING SOME THINGS...
22. What was the last thing you broke? How about fixed? BROKE: I THINK IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL "FLOWER CHIME" THAT MY BOSS SHOWED ME ONCE THAT SHE GIFTED HER MOM. I FEEL ROTTEN ABOUT THAT. I GOTTA FIX IT. FIXED: OH, I'M OFTEN FIXING THINGS, HEH... I'M CURRENTLY FIXING A METAL PITCHFORK SHE ACTUALLY GAVE ME; I CUT THE TOO-LONG HANDLE IN HALF & I PUT A WIDER GIRTHIER METAL PIPE HANDLE OVER THE ORIGINAL MUCH-THINNER HANDLE. I'M CURRENTLY ANCHORING EVERYTHING TOGETHER.
23. Is there a sign or symbol that means a lot to you for whatever reason (eg. seeing certain animals or birds, 11:11 or other repeating numbers, syncs, butterflies, hearts in nature, etc)? OH, YEAH...I LIGHT A TORCH OUTSIDE FOR MY MOM PRETTY MUCH NIGHTLY (unless it's too Windy or Rainy) FOR A WHILE. MOM, DAD, & I ALWAYS WOULD GO OUTSIDE ON FULL MOON NIGHTS & ENJOYINGLY APPRECIATE IT... 💖🌛🌝🌜💖
24. Do you have any personal ghost stories or paranormal experiences? NAH. MY OWN PERSONAL HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS OUTSIDE HAVE ACTUALLY SCARED THE *FUCK* OUTTA ME A FEW TIMES BEFORE, HEH...😆😆😆😆😆
25. What do you get complimented on the most? I DON'T KNOW. MY BOSS ACTUALLY RECENTLY TOLD ME OVER & OVER THAT THINKS I'M VERY ATTRACTIVE. HA. CRAZY...SHE ALSO REALLY APPRECIATES MY WORK & THE FACT THAT I LABEL A MILLION TOOLS WITH NEON ORANGE DUCT TAPE, HEH...
26. What is something unusual that you find attractive? UM, IF A WOMAN SMOKES WEED, I USUALLY AUTOMATICALLY LIKE HER, HA...😆😆😆 I FIND HOT SEXY DEFINED ARMS ON WOMEN GREAT. YUP. I OFTEN FIND WOMEN WHO ARE *NOT AFRAID* OF HARD HEAVY SWEATY LABORIOUS WORK REALLY SEXY, HAHA...
27. What time do you tend to eat your first meal of the day? And your last? FIRST & ONLY MEAL IS USUALLY AT AROUND 2PM-5PM. YUP.
28. What was the subject of the last video you watched? I'M CURRENTLY WATCHING "MAYDAY"; IT'S ABOUT TRAGIC SHIT HAPPENING TO AIRCRAFT, TRAINS, ETC. DEAD/INJURED TRAVELLERS. MICROSCOPICALLY-METICULOUS FORENSICS INVESTIGATIONS...
29. When was the last time you traveled out of town, and where to? I DON'T RECALL. TRAVELLING IS FUCKING *OVERRATED*, POLLUTION-GENERATING, & SPOILEDASS ENTITLED PEOPLE EVERYWHERE AD NAUSEUM ENDLESSLY THROW MONEY INTO THE ENDLESS VAST DEEP ABYSS THAT IS "THE GLOBAL TRAVEL INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX. #EndlessTravelPropagandaCampaigns.
30. How would you describe your overall aesthetic? HA...OOO...FOR A LONG TIME I WAS *GOTHIC INDUSTRIAL DEATH DOOM*, HEH, HEH...BUT NOWADAYS I GUESS MAYBE I'M *SOUR-PUSSED DANCY COSPLAY GOTH*... HAHA! 🤘😆🤘