April 29 2023

Today has been ok-ish so far :,) My dad is usually mad, but today he's in a really bad mood; like not the kind of angry where he hits me like normal, but like a kind of toxic angry??? I don't really know how to explain it, haha. I woke up pretty late today, like around 9 I think. I went to bed early, so I'm kind of confused about that. My mom wanted me to go to the grocery store with her since leaving us home alone with Dad probably wasn't safe, but my sister and her got in a big fight. While they were fighting I just went out to the car and kind of just sat in there, since I really didn't feel like listening to them fight. After a while of sitting in the car it started getting really warm in there but I really didn't want to leave so I kind of just fell half asleep?? After a while they'd finally stopped fighting and both got in the car. I got to go to the library and picked up my hold on some Chainsaw Man manga. My mom got really mad at me though since it turns out I have a fine on my account from a long time ago.. We also grabbed a calendar of events from the library, since summer is coming. I kind of hate summer since I have no school which means I have to stay home, but at the same time I get bullied tons at school, so I guess it's an ok-ish trade off?? After all of that we finally went to the grocery store! Our school trip is coming up next week so Mom let me pick out snacks which made me really happy :) I also got to pick out some cookies for the party that we're holding at our school's anime club party on Thursday. After we got home from the grocery store I had to clean my room and bathroom. I might update this later if anything else happens! :) 1:20 pm

Update!!

Mom forced us all to watch a movie together for "family time".. It ended in a big fight like I thought it would. 6:25 pm