'Lonely and with out love'

                              Hello everybody. 

i don't know if is only me? but do anyone out there feels like they can't sleep at night? due to the fact that they feel alone? 

is like i have no family and those "family" members that i do have, they don't even care about me. 

this is not me just crying out for attention. is just my reality. it suck's knowing that family is not the same anymore with me. 

What i am trying to say is that grown-up in the 80's was the only time that i can remember being love. 

sometimes i wish i had a time machine to go back in time and feel loved.