Drunk at 11PM

Listening to Taylor Swift new version of Red and drinking wine and singing at the top of my lungs not caring that my neighbors can hear. My tea is hot and I'm half drunk and I'm 25 now, not 16 like I was years ago. I have many adult things I need to do, all these responsibilities but in this moment they don't exist. Half drunk and half sober I scream and cry and let everything out. Tomorrow morning will be back to pretending and showing everyone that I am alright. But are we ever alright, because we are all really just pretending.