I just want to move out already

uuuggghhh okay, so just a little back ground about me: i left my home that i lived at with my mother, stepfather, brother, and my lovely dog shadow with no intention of returning. now i live in this shelter program for lgbtq youth and i hate it. i hate being around other people because i get annoyed easily and i don't like following too many rules... but since i have nowhere else to go, i can't just not follow them. sooo here's the thing, i quit my last job at a popular retail store because i hated it there too and now i have no job, no money. im constantly applying to jobs and im anxious about finding one and getting hired. i just want to save up my fr this time, since i was a shopaholic when i had my last one. i am going to save my money, since i don't really have things to many things to pay for, and then in a by the end of the year i want to be able to move out and just have my own apartment in a nice neighborhood where things are easily accessible to me... but the onl things i did pay for when i had my job was groceries and my phone bill. since im getting food stamps, i'll just be paying for my bill.