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Passion, the journey, and the realization.

I forgot to update on the exact date, but January 22nd, 2023 was my 18th birthday. That was my first day of adulthood. It's certainly interesting.

I'm not exactly entirely sure how to feel about it right now. Sometimes, I feel like I've wasted my childhood. 

I write more about this on my website's blog, which you can check out here.

Please let me know what you think about my incessant rambling in the comments below.

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"Sometimes, I feel like I've wasted my childhood." I feel ya, man. I spent so much of my time as a kid watching TV, watching YouTube videos, and playing flash games. I remember I was weirdly, in a word, misanthropic as a kid. I wanted nothing to do with the other kids around me.

Sometimes I feel like I wasted my teenage years, too, in that I never got a job or anything like that in high school. Even now that I'm an adult, I feel like I've wasted my whole life. Sometimes, when I'm feeling anxious, I think about how all the things I've never done, and how I might regret not doing them for the rest of my life. How, someday, when I'm old, I'm gonna regret wasting my whole life. How I, as far as I know, only have one life, and how much of it I've wasted, and how I might waste even more in the rest of my adult life.

Depressing stuff, I know. Sorry for rambling.

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Toya; superasprodebordante.

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I'm listening to your music composition. The first soundtrack (Rooftop Serenity) on your new site reminds me of a Japanese band called 'The Pillows'. I love them, they composed all of FLCL. I thought it was impossible to find something as catchy, genuine and nostalgic as their style, but it turns out I was wrong.
The other tracks are just top-notch, some remind me of Pokémon.

If I ever (in a million years) end up creating some type of media after finally writing my book, I want your soundtracks in them because they are a blast. Unfortunately, I'm a super procrastinator. ;_____;
But I wish you the best with real opportunities!

Also, I saw that you realize amazing layouts.

What a GOAT.
I admire your creativity. ٩(。•́‿•̀。)۶

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Thank you so very much!!! It means the world to me to hear that you appreciate my work on such a level. The comparison to "The Pillows" means a lot to me, as they were one of my favorite bands since childhood and part of the reason I started to learn the guitar.

I would be so happy to work on a project of yours. Hearing about the book you're writing has me excited to see what you're working on! It means a lot to know that people are still expressing themselves proudly and creating beautiful art of any form to do so.

Thank you so much for the nice comment, it means the world to me!

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Man, I tried to learn the guitar, but my fingers are just numb, IDK.
( •_•)
I'm glad you're excited about my book, but unfortunately, it's all still in my head.
I hope to start it someday, at least with a draft; I already promised that to someone I don't want to disappoint, haha.
I like your statement about free expression and its connection with art, but I'm feeling a bit blocked right now.
Any tips? What do you do when you feel 'stuck'? I know that, at the end of the day, it's just a fear of judgment.

You're capable! Otherwise, I wouldn't have said anything.
Keep it up; you have amazing ideas and skills up there!
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